Day 3 and is freezing. Sat on the train dressed like I'm going on an arctic expedition. Been a positive couple of days as I look to change my life around. Afternoons seem better than mornings so there must be some morning gloom hanging over me with this Baltic weather. It's going to be a good day though. Keep the faith.
Still going well. Massive change for me to not even be aware there were football games last night until people started talking about them in the office this morning. Got to stay in a positive vibe and keep moving forward. It's a long road but I'm better equipped for the journey.
Day 4 got annoyed today as my boss was being a c u next... you get the picture. Had a slight thought that I'd love to win the lotto and Jack it in. Think that's fairly normal thinking. I didn't get a ticket but I did buy some cigs and now I'm really angry at myself. I can't let this d get me down.
Cheers for the post I needed that last night. Tough night.
It looks like th changed are having a positive impact I hope this is the tight formula for you.
KTF we have to
Hello Change,
Just a quick one regarding your post above and positivity, how about changing your title, your obviously a good man. Your family deserves what's good for you.
It's also a good thing, that you didn't think about the footie but don't let gambling deprive you from the 2nd best game on earth. The 1st one starts this Saturday, as the white Roses embark on world domination with the 1st hurdle of the 6 nations.
I trust all is well in the change household
Egg chasing, Volcano? Nah you're alright mate! Rather watch paint dry. Haha.
Day 4 coming to close. Been an easier day. Boss ain't been around so made it better.
Well done change, pleased today was easier for you, :))
Suzanne xxx
Egg chasing? & his me thinking I was reading the diary of a intelligent man. I guess, I do get it wrong sometimes.
Have a good evening change and strength to the little man...
Been a good day. No gambling. No cigs and no booze... although I talked myself in and out of having a whiskey about 8 times. Met very interesting guy at work who has done some fantastic stuff in his career which motivated me a bit.
Morning Change , just dropped by to wish you well mate , been a bit pre occupied with being an a.r.se for a couple of day's but feeling better now . Went for an Rsole transplant but the Rsole rejected me ! sums it up really ?. LOL !
Anyway I hope you have a good my friend and I'm thinking of you !!
Take care buddy !
Hi Alan... yeah I dropped by your dairy but didn't really know what was going on so didn't want to interject. Hope you're well pal.
Another good day. No vices. Keep striving to get better. So tired so I'll post longer tomo when can focus.
You and your bloody long post's LOL !
Cheer's Buddy , go and get some sleep !
Night mate
Change, just read a little of your diary. I love how you've shifted your thoughts onto you and your self worth, taking pride in your appearance, the things that are once taken for granted that get lost along the way. I felt that was really pivotal for you, such an important realisation. Good on you mate and best of luck on your journey. x
Thanks firststep... I'm making changes to sort my self worth out. It's not an easy journey but I've got to be proud of myself again.
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