I thought I was in a bad way before, things just keep getting worse. Lost my entire wage for the month last night within an hour.
WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?! I have to kick this habit, it's essential. I have to stick to this diary, as it is the only weapon I have against this addiction.
A decade of my life has been dictated by gambling. It's time to move on, repair my life and make something of myself. I'm sick of this way of living.
This diary will be different. 100% honest, and I will make a conscious effort to post every single day. I have to begin taking this seriously, before it sucks the remaining life out of me.
I will return to this diary tomorrow, with a few more details and feelings. I jusst wanted to put the first step in place.
Hi Mask... get your head together and get focused on a new journey. It's gone on too long and it's gone beyond a bit of fun. You have to arrest the gambling. Good luck pal and I'll check in again soon.
Good luck for you! Remember we are all here to help
Rooting for you Mask,
Suzanne xxx
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