To a better me and future

I find nowadays that whatever I gamble on ends in disaster. Its just a question of time. I never stop, never have, never will. The only solution is not to gamble.

Like you say, on guard 24/7

Thanks for your support and keep up the good work... S.A 🙂

misspentlife wrote:

Am trying a different tactic this time,am not going to start my diary with day 1 2 3 etc etc tried that last time and fell. Only my opinion but I think we setting ourselves up for a goal. Then kidding ourselves everything is fine then wam we've just treat ourselves to a little bet. So going to play it by ear, yes one day at a time. Anyways since I've come on this time I'm still gf am pleased to say I've only to look back through my bank statements to tell me online is really really bad for me and countless other people. For about the last 2 years I was going into the bookies and putting the odd lucky15 on and a footie coupon and always on the way out I would put a pound in the fobt and walk away. But it was getting daily and you don't realise. The stakes on bets were going up. Then the inviteable happens you go online then crash there is only one outcome. So I know this time I have got to be on guard 24/7 against this disease.

Good on you for taking this seriously

It is a serious problem and it needs serious solutions

Well done

Am here again after losing money for months gambling I hate what I've become through gambling am losing myself and everyone around me. Well it's gonna be day 1 tomorrow am determined to stop this because when I start I can't stop. Bye for now

Well here's day 1 New Year's Eve there's no point gambling to give it all and more back. Waste of time need to utilise my time better.

I need to start another journal and come back every day.Because I'm out of hand again my train of thought is way out of whack. Got to get bck on track.

The fact you’re back on here is a good step Misspentlife. Be strong and use as much support as you need.