Day 142
The best thing about waking up on a Sunday is having no gambling hangover.
No chasing, no reloading and betting on Japanese and Aussie A-League early on a Sunday morning.
I don't miss it and to be honest I'm ashamed of my old habits, I won't be returning to my former ways.
Keep posting, stay GF and enjoy life.
Have a great Sunday everyone.
Breakfree
Day 150
Hit the 150 day mark, almost five months since those dark days in August.
This month is going to be hard but need to grind through until next month as I have lots to look forward to this year.
Stay strong everyone
Breakfree
Huge congratulations on 150 days be very proud of yourself!
Wilsy!
Day 154
Finally it's the weekend and I just wanted to note down a few thoughts.
January is not ny favourite month and I'm trying to stay positive, enjoy the winter, work hard and spend time with the family.
I'm approaching my 6th payslip since quitting gambling and I want to say life is still hard but everything is just a bit easier without the stress of gambling.
I don't have that bubble of gambling to go when stressed or had a hard day at work but I can see huge improvement in both my mental health, relationships and my finances.
If anyone is reading this in their early stages of recovery then please stick to it because as you reach my stage(6 months GF), life and the future in general seems a lot brighter:-)
Have a great weekend everyone.
Breakfree
Day 156
I'm finding filling the void gambling left very important while in recovery.
Right now it's winter so I am renovating the flat and that is keeping me busy, when the speing comes it will be golf time 🙂
Have a great GF Sunday 🙂
Breakfree
Day 159
Staying GF and day dreaming about Spring 🙂
Breakfree
Day 162
It's the weekend, I'm skint but I'm great spirits.
Really enjoying life and it's the best thing I've ever done coming out of the black miserable cloud of gambling.
Stay strong everyone:-)
Good to hear things are going well =)
Day 168
Next week is 6 month GF that is something I've never achieved before.
Very proud of how far I'm come but to be honest I just have my eye now set to August. To reach 1 year GF will be massive.
August last year was a dark tine for me and I still have the images of countless deposits that crippled me.
If anyone is reading this then please get out this game, it's nothing but misery.
Value your time, hang out with family/friends and keep your money in your pocket that you've worked so hard far.
Take care
Breakfree
Congrats on 168 days that is brilliant and keep up the good fight
Wilsy
Day 175
Today is a struggle.
Having issues with work and family life and normally in these times I run to my degenerate bubble of comfort to hide.
I don't have that now, the devil's been on my shoulder today demanding I load up a betting account of some kind.
I'm going for a long walk to clean my head...
Breakfree
Stay strong Breakfree!! You've come so far, a walk will do you good and hope the work and family issues get resolved.
I also find a long walk helps to clear the head of those pesky gambling thoughts, well done on 175 days gamble free , great going ..... all the best.
Day 182
Thanks for the support, I appreciate it.
Been a much better week and still on the right path.
I only see one way forward now.
Have a good weekend all.
Breakfree
182 Days well done Breakfree and a good positive post, have a great weekend
Wilsy
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