so i'm sick of gambling never having any money and doing things out of character. i even stole money what?
So today is the day i start and give up, i have banned myself from poker sites so i cant play i have a new expansion for wow coming out in 2 days. I hope i can keep off it 🙂
been in touch with neca only night times available and i suffer with going out, what to do? why only night time oh well
Sorry what is neca?
its whats local for gambling aware m8
Well done in taking that first step Lee. You'll find a lot of support here, I know I have. It makes things that little bit easier in starting that gambling free life we dream of. I can't offer you much advice (it's still very early days in my recovery - 6 to be exact) but I would say have a read through other diaries when you get a chance. There's some very good advice and a lot of inspiration to to found. Good luck to you and stay strong
Jess
so day 3 and guess what i gambled again, only a small amount but its still some. I have decided its due to my mental health the reason i gamble but its a vicous loop. I am unable to go outside but do it at a push which is another problem occupying myself.
Even blocking myself off them didnt help i just went somewhere else,STUPID ONLINE GAMBLING!!!! it should be banned like the fruit machines.
i come from south shields if anyone knows any good services around there could u leave a msg thnx
Hi Lee
Thank you for your comment in my diary.
i hope you are able to find the support you need in your area, I am finding writing my diary is really helping and I am sure you will do too.
take care and good luck xx
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