...This World is only going to break your heart
Hello fellow compulsive gamblers
Bit of a intro to start, I am Back again with a bump, I have a very long gambling story, don't really want to bore you with it all, it would take far too long and its not exactly anything special, I Started gambling like I seem to see a lot of people did as a youngster on the slots (apparently I was at it as a young kid in places like skeggy/blackpool) then when I started going in pubs half of the time I would be on the stupid things trying to win a £20/25 jackpot with 2-3-4-5 times that amount.
I then stopped at the age of around 20, not on purpose, I didn't even realise I had a problem, but because I had found something else I loved, I bought some Decks and started learning to DJ my money was now needed to fund my passion for music and records, not one to blow my own trumpet but I got pretty good, I loved it so threw myself into it (It was a hobby but with the potential to go places, I played club music house/trance/techno etc not a mobile DJ so to get anywhere is a mission and very poorly sometimes not at all paid early days, fine by me, I loved it) after a while I set up my own business at the age of 22, linked to my DJ'ing, from 99/00 to 04 I don't recall gambling at all (I will have had the odd few quid on the slots no doubt when out, but i wasn't bothered really)
Things started to go wrong with the business around 04/05, I think looking back I started to develop a mild case of depression, gambling crept into my life as a way to make up the money/make some quick money..an escape, who knows what the real reason was
....Sorry guys I meant to save this and finish it later on, didn't mean to post it yet, I will finish it in word and update when done
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