Will Power

I have not spent any money on gambling which feels great, however I have since had access to my Brothers betting account. Although it has no money in it I have been using the free spins and free bets that are on there and that makes me want to gamble for real with money. I find my will power to stay fully away from gambling hard and after Last night I decided to install gamban on the device which I accessed the account on and also closed his account for 30 days. I  have talks with a gambling service that says what I have done so far is good and even though I used the free bets it's about damage limitations and control, but I find the urges hard to fight and than my actions from the urges lead to all sorts of odd behaviour and emotions. When I get triggered and get the urge I'm battling with myself in my head it's like a magnet drawing me in to destruction. So for now I have plenty of measures in place and have not spent any money in over 2 weeks I just need to get the other little bits sorted and have the will power to fight this. 

Nathan.