Strange milestone to celebrate I guess, but 17 is my lucky number. And USED to be my lucky roulette number. But not again!
This is the longest in about 12 months I've gone without a roulette session, and it feels fantastic. I was paid a few days ago, and for the first time in ages I've resisted the temptation.
Temptation being the right word. The thought is always there. Just give yourself 50 quid, turn it into a few hundred, treat the missus to something nice then.
No! Not happening, the best gift I can give her is being to tell her honestly that I haven't been gambling.
I know it's early days but I really feel I've got myself together at the moment.
For those who've been there, does it get easier? I'm thinking about gambling, past wins etc several times a day at the moment. I can deal with it, I feel really strong, but would love to get to a point where it's not constantly on my mind. Asking too much?
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