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Chris
I am wondering why I ever had a bet in the first place why all the money and heartache. I think things are different for me also this time.
Brilliant. Glad things are going well for you. Keep it up! 🙂
Hello Chris,
I can relate a lot to your story... I am not sure how much you have gambled. I will just say it upfront around 250k over the past 15 years, most of it between 2010-2013. I have always been a high roller, always played slots and roullete maximum bet. For some 250k might be not much for me it has been over 80% of what I have ever earned.
Just wanted to pop in and say that ..I qoute you "cerain smellls are bringing back memories from when i was young" .. This is absolutelly normal, we human beings are meant to have such feelings but the problem before - when gambling is that we were not really human beings... to say so. We were ill human beings, that needed some help.
Some of us find the help needed by our selfs, some of us need help from other sources.
Good luck and keep gamble free.
I have been gamble free since 28th November and will keep it that way just because of one reason: It is killing me slowly. I dont know who I am any more. I have not only lost money I've lost everything and trying to get back on track.
Freedom
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