Hello, I haven't been here for quite some time, but not that I haven't thought about it. It's got to be at least 1 1/2 years but I didn't stop gambling, God only knows how much more I've lost since my last post. The reason for me coming back today is I put £10 on slots last night, and that tenner turned into nearly £6000, but by 4.30 am I was down to £4000 and very bleary eyed. I tried to withdraw the £4000 but it's one of those daft sites that you can only take £1000 per day £2000 per week or £3000 per month. I withdrew £1000 and got 2 hours sleep. I'm not working right now as I've had two surgeries this year so when I woke up, guess what I did? Yep, blew the frickin lot, including the £1000 I'd put in for withdrawal. This isn't the only time I've done this in the past couple of years. When I win I can't help but try and win more. I don't know what's the matter with me. Of course now I'm super depressed, don't know what I'm doing cos I can't think straight. All I'm doing is beating my self up but I know in a few days I'll be over it and so it begins again. I'm still hiding all this s***t from my family, I am so good at excuses and stretching the truth it's scary. When I won the money last night it would have paid credit cards off, got ahead with bills rent etc. I AM A SERIOUSLY DERANGED HUMAN BEING!!!
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It's not only you Janie, we tend to want to win more and more. And when we do, we have a great feeling, but rarely think of all the money we gambled before this very win. It's not a win, at its best its just recovering money we've lost before.
I havent been around the forum for some time now, but this year I have gambled continously and lost over 30k. Thanks god I have never been in debt.
Hope you get your things sorted out. I am looking myself to dust myself off and start a gamble free life.
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