Sometimes I understand and can reason as to why
Sometimes I pretend everything is alright
Sometimes I want to be able to break down and cry
Sometimes when I escape it is all in the night
Sometimes all I do is set repeat bet and play
Sometimes I think this relaxes my mind
Sometimes the demons are temporarliy kept at bay
Sometimes it makes things worse is the reality I find
Sometimes is most of the time if I am truthful today
If most of the time was just sometimes,
Then prehaps I could just not play
Hi zulu13.
Amazing words. I hope you found strength from getting those feelings out in writing.
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Thanks Diedre
It does sometimes help to write things down as it settles anxiety. Thanks for your feedback and for reminding me of the support available.
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