Hi
I don't really know where to start or say, apart from that I wish I wasn't alive anymore.
I cant look myself in the mirror and can not tell my family that I live with what I am going through.
I have been gambling on and off since I was 16 - making it 20 years, but this year it got rock bottom. This year I gamblled everything away to the extent that if I didn't live with family, I would be homless right now.
So now I have reached rock bottom, I don't know how to reach to the top. I was always very bad at climbing mountains lol.
Please help 🙁
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hi resay
I have been in the same situation ,but I had my own flat so did lose the roof over my head so lived in a tent on a camping site for a few late winter months and it did feel like hell.
But you live with your parents I imagine you may have depressed moments and mood swings well I did and the quiet moments not sure if that has come for you .
Read my posts the good news I have stopped for about four months now and did stop on a few other occasions but I have my own place now , money in the bank no debts things will get better .
just admit to your self you don't need anymore ! then you don't need to gamble if you want a little treat work for it not gamble for it dave
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