Unbelievable answer. Every penny I had. 12 years later I finally stopped payments from my bank account to gambling sites 2 months ago.
It sneaks in again, and takes over, creeping on sites for free stuff, luckily I can't do it anymore. But it keeps me up at night thinking about it.Â
I have lost so much, luckily my husband never left me. He should have. I would have.Â
It's a disease. And caused by medication I have no choice but to take. It causes people who are bad gamblers to think about it all the time the buzz it gives you, the thrill. Until you realise you've lost. Hanging on to every moment.Â
This is my first time on one of these sites.Â
Tonight I need the distraction. Need something else.
I am trying. It is hard. But I've got this. Just need to vent.Â
I admit it. Doctors know, everyone knows. I feel wreckless, I feel selfish, I am a gambler. Always will be at heart. But now I can't do it. I am in recovery.Â
Hello Everyone.Â
Hope we can help each other.Â
Don't let the bookies steal your life. Because they will.
They come across like they care, but they exist for the purpose of taking money of you. they will. They will take it all
Put a nice hot bath on relaxing music and most of all stop taking medication.
Do you really believe you can't live without medication?
That's what I thought too,it's a lie
And I don't believe there is any cure for gambling you can stop for few days, weeks,even years I done it all there always will be one day that we relapse and then can stop again which is much better then gamble everydayÂ
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