It's good to know that we are here to help each other's, we also understand the pain of each other which is really giving me a bit of ease.
My story is perhaps unique or may be like many other victims of gambling I don't know but to be honest I am broke in every aspect of my life at present, financially, mentally, morally, family, respect and now it is likely that something going to happened to me which never happened to my ancestors.
I earn 4,000 a month after tax but I am in debts in access of 100k due to my casino's addiction... People who I used to lend money in their tough times don't respect me as I am keep asking them to lend money to me like a bagger !!! Soon I will be out of work mortgage is not been paid since more than 4 months my whole family will be out on the streets including my 2 under 5 year kids.... I am destroyed and I have destroyed their life too... To be very honest there are more things that I wanted to share but I can't share ... My life is end guys.... All I wanna say to all of you who are working hard to recover from this killing habit that if you are not exposed to casino's please please please never go there at once otherwise you will also be destroyed like my self.... GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
If you don't hear from me in future assume I am no longer available in this gambling world.
I want to be dead on the same day I was born 23rd July !!! To reverse the mistakes my parents have done to give me a birth :((((
Raz - keep it real mate. You sound too intelligent and self-aware to blow your brains out because of gambling.
Sleep on it tonight. If you still feel without hope in the morning, then so be it. But you won't feel the same come sunrise.
There is no problem so big it can't be worked out and solved with help and support. And you can trust me on that one.
Mx
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