Out of 13 years I am gamble free for 49 days! Today I'm really bored and the weather is rubbish. Im sat here thinking I could easily over ride my settings and go back online, I really don't want too I want to quit. But this demon in me is very very strong today. It's my first real craving.
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Sorry for rambling.... I just don't know what else to do except vent hereÂ
stay strong it is never easy but it is vital you stay on your path iam on day 51 myself and know how easy it can be to fall into the same mindset I dont know about yourself but I have lost far to much within my life I have given my time energy and life to this horrible addiction you now have the world on a string now you have control of your own destiny dont let no one take that away from you your better than all this stay strong stay on your path I promise you you will do nothing but reap the rewards each day that goes by the less it has control over you the more strong you will feelÂ
Thank you so much. I've managed to get through the day by some miracle! Heading to bed soon so I've conquered my first craving!Â
Thank you. Reading your post and thinking about all the negatives put me off.Â
no problem at all it's good to vent and get it out a problem shared is a problem solved remember your never aloneÂ
A good dog walk with my headphones on listening to music always stops my urges try a bit exercise even if weathers bad getting out the house helps me a lot.
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