The demons inside are driving me mad.
Go on place a bet there is fun to be had.
I keep trying to fight and to stop.
My head is spining my heart wants to pop.
I keep searching for the triggers leading me astray.
Please,please don't let me give in I pray.
I hate this addiction and wish it did not exsist.
It is not that simple and the darkness persists.
I have to be strong and remember the hard work.
Remind myself the demons will always lurk.
I will try to keep busy to keep the urges at bay.
This just feels like the longest day.
If tomorrow comes and I am still clean.
I will be happy to sleep and to dream.
For now I have to concentrate on today.
Without wishing tomorrow away.
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