18 days gamble free

Well done on 16 days pol,

Keep. going, and keep winning,

Stay strong.

Suzanne xxx

Thank you Suzanne 🙂 hope u have a great Halloween weekend xx

Day 18 gamble free, happy Sunday everybody, couldn't post yesterday as was so busy moveing house, no gambleing no thoughts this weekend, feeling good not waking up thinking should I go for a gamble as that was my useaual Sunday after a night out or something, hope everybody has stayed gamble free aswell and had a great Halloween

19 days gamble free, happy Monday, well just got to work feeling alright as not lost a penny all weekend, got a busy week at work so going to concentrate on that and try not to think of money lost or to gamble, (day at a time)

Well it's 20 days gamble free so happy that I have managed to get this far as I would never of thought it, I still no that they is still so much to come as not had the really hard times yet when flush with money but just gonna keep at it and hopefully will get easier n easier, hope u all have a top day

Well done on 20 days,

Keep positive and keep going OAUs

Suzanne xxx

Thank you Suzanne and we'll done on your recovery what a great achievement need more people like you and the world will be a better place xx

21 days gamble free, still no gamble going strong taking my mind of all the urges, starting to get a clearer head of how much of a mug I have been and realising that I was never gonna actually win, I'm trying to find the root of why I've done this for so long and also why I do it but as of yet I don't no why, happy wensday everyone

22 days gamble free, Well last night was the closest I've been to puting a bet on the football but I didn't give in, but u can guess it the teams I were going to choose all won etc so this hasn't helped, just gonna keep busy and hopefully this gut feeling will go

Hi pol,

And if you had of placed that bet and won, would you have stopped there? Would you have actually got your fix for the last time, NO my friend, the whole process would have started up again, :(((

Well done you on actually winning for real, by abstaining, :))

Keep strong, positive and keep safe.

Suzanne xxx

Hi, yeah I agree it would of triggerd it all of again so I'm happy in that prospective, just really could of done with money for Xmas but it was never mine so who cares, thanks and you to take care xx

23 days gamble free, Well it's weekend again nearly n this were the fighting starts as not got much on, I won't give in I'm going to win this horrible addiction and not give the robbing fcukers any of my money again, happy Friday

Day 26 gamble free, Well it's been a stress weekend and I've felt low and I think this is why I gamble as the urges are mega strong, I seen myself last night watching roulette on TV placing bets in my head, didn't gamble but feel I'm letting myself down even thinking about it, just need to fight this addiction, it's affecting my mood with fionnce I can't carry on like this, hope all had a good weekend

Keep strong pol, your mood will soon lift, we would not be normal (whatever that word is) if we started recovery, without any regrets or remorse for the damage we have done to ourselves and our loved ones,

Keep pushing through, you are doing just fine, (try not to watch any gambling) it keeps the addiction active :(((

Take care,

Suzanne xxx

Thank you Suzanne just been a really hard weekend and I really think it depresses me just need to try and keep my mind of it, as to the tv etc everytime I watch TV something comes up so it's really hard as we no, but I'm keeping positive I won't give in xx