Ok folks,
I have had numerous diaries all which have been unsuccessful up until now.
I really am going for it this time and have put the blocks and plans in place which I feel really could make me successful at doing so.
Its going to be a struggle, going to have its ups and downs but the journey begins.
'The definition of insanity is doing the same things over and over again, and expecting different results'. Albert Einstein
So whats different this time?
Day 1 complete.
1 day GF.
Good luck m8 things will get better with time
Day 2 complete.. 2 days GF.
"There's a way of life that looks harmless enough;
    look again—it leads straight to hell.
Sure, those people appear to be having a good time,
В В В В but all that laughter will end in heartbreak"
Day 3 complete... 3 days GF
Tails I lose... A good read.
4 days GF
Day 5 done and dusted.
6 days GF.
Good luck H2Z... I started my umpteenth and most recent diary around the same time as you, let's beat this addiction!
7 days/1 week GF. The journey continues.
Day 8 & Day 9 successfully negotiated.
Been a tough day today but managed to pull through!
No matter what state of mind ... help is needed. Hope you get the help u deserve.
After 9 days and feeling really upbeat and my financial situation steadied out...
TODAY I GAMBLED.
I am so annoyed, ashamed, angry, really angry and back to the bad thoughts that gambling puts me through.
I need to get back to that positive mindset and start again but I am in a dark place again... Tommorow is my day 1 AGAIN.
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