another day...............

Hi Forrest,

Congratulations on reaching 100 days tomorrow! That is such a great milestone . You have come such a long way and it is great to read your posts. You are so glad to leave it all behind you. Well done to you. Keep up the great work and stay strong. It's like snakes and ladders in here sometimes so make sure you stay clear of those sneaky old snakes!

Be proud of every one of those 100 days and nights .

Take care,

Suzy

Thanks for your support tbh I didnt think of the 100 days just taking each day at a time but yes its a far different feeling now than it was just 3 and half months ago!!!!...I feel free and life is worth every moment everyday without killing myself literall by wasting hard earned money telling lies hurting everyone in my life including myself without the worry of bills not being paid letters and phone calls arriving and that feeling that I am no good for nothing and I deserve to live in the gutter...all because of the power this addiction had on me but not anymore and each day I win in my head,my self esteem my bank balance and most of all my health and life!!!x

Hi Forrest.

Absolutely brill mindset to be in, why because it's the truth.

Well done keep going stay focused and strong and never understand the power of this hideous addiction.

Once again brilliant post

Suzanne xx

Hi everyone sorry have not posted for a while its cos been so hectic and busy work and preparing to move into new home after Xmas and having to completely strip and re decorate it ready for us to move in!!! Still very much gamble free lost how many days it is but nearly 4 months and know for fact that wouldnt be doing something for my future if I was still feeding the machines thats for sure. Each day passes without any thoughts and long may it continue but I know from past experiences that that monkey is always there waiting to pounce on any weakness any slight complacency and drag me back down again so am always on my guard and must stay on my guard x

4 calendar months today since that dreadful suicide attempt after the last feeling of total no hope despair and not wanting to live anymore...now just 4 short months life has changed I have changed relationship and finances have changed every single day has changed its now full of hope and promise rather than dread and fear take 1 day at a time have barriers in place and continue to stay gamble free and each day I do is another win for me x

Hi all sorry its been a while but so so busy with Xmas new year working and moving at same time but no gambling it was 5 calendar months yesterday since that last almost life costing bet and keeping strong certainly no urges and dont think about gambling whatsoever. I have my weekly ga meeting which gives me my medicine and life is a million times better and worth living than back then....keep strong against this disease and each day is a winner without a bet x