It's August 1, 2023
It's 74 days since I last gambled.
I didn't gamble the whole of June.
I didn't gamble the whole of July.
I am not Gambling the whole of August.
For today only, I am not Gambling
well done
Day 75 gambling free
It's August 1, 2023
It's 74 days since I last gambled.
I didn't gamble the whole of June.
I didn't gamble the whole of July.
I am not Gambling the whole of August.
For today only, I am not Gambling
I realised it was easier not gamble when i had no money in past has soon as i had money i would gamble, i had to pay a previous debt off and i tested myself i even went past the local bookies knowing its a threat and guess what i had no desire to gamble finanlly after so many relapses i made a decision of not wanting to touch gambling i could easily find another way of gambling with all blocks in place i believe even being a compuslive gamblier their some form of responsibility on the individuals part i accept its life long illness and it could tempt me in the future as long i say no gambling each day their no way i could ever go back to it
3rd August.
Day 76 gambling free. I am not gambling today
4th August. Day 77 gambling free
It's 78 days since I stopped gambling
The urge was so strong today but I overcame it
I am not gambling again. That life is past me
It's 78 days since I stopped gambling
The urge was so strong today but I overcame it
I am not gambling again. That life is past me
It's 78 days since I stopped gambling
The urge was so strong today but I overcame it
I am not gambling again. That life is past me
Then I sadly relapsed. I have taken it a road to recovery. The loss was devastating. A permanent reminder that I can't beat up gambling. I can't win. I can't recoup the losses. The money lost is gone and gone forever. Only the wounds to heal remain. And the scars will replace the wound as a permanent reminder of this period of senselessness in my life. This August 28 I am joining the University for an undergraduate program. I am glad I had already paid fees of which I could have lost all of that again. I am now focussing on my new life ahead
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