Back where I belong gamble free

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allyc123
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Back to gamble free day 1. Been a hard few months gambling money I don’t have. My mood has changed so much it’s putting pressure on myself and my girlfriend. She has been the most amazing thing to have happened to me and if I don’t watch I am going to lose everything. I am a much happier person gamble free. I cannot gamble as I am a compulsive gambler and don’t know when to stop. No matter what I need to do this or I am going to lose everything. Moving forward

 
Posted : 11th May 2018 4:29 am
allyc123
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Day 1 been an goin. Had a few urges but staying strong. Can’t believe I have ended up here again. Been gambling for 18 year years. I could have probably bought a house and so much more by now. I get married at the end of the year and that’s my focus. She has stood by me thick and thin. My lies to hide my gambling loses. I need to give up now or lose everything.

 
Posted : 12th May 2018 12:37 pm
allyc123
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day 5 GF. been a hard few days trying to block all the bad out my head that I have caused through my gambling. I am still disgusted that I have gambled got into debt. Cleared it off then back again and back again. I never in my life thought gambling could affect you so bad. When your on a run you could back winners all day. When on a bad run no matter what happens you can’t get a winner and you chase and chase till you have nothing left. Going to try an post every day to avoid another relapse not sure I could cope with another one. Gambling has ruined my life but cannot let it affect my future.

 
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