Better to Ramble than Gamble.

Cheers Suzanne

I feel like a few balloons have popped look on not going to put some money in the fruity to win my night out but I'm a bit P****d I'm in the pub I should have gone have gone home to get sober and ready for tonight but the ex told me they is no money for me today as I was expecting and told would be coming my way. I just having a last couple of pints before I go and pick up a takeaway for my mum and dad and sister and brother in law that was always the plan but I was looking forward to going out with the lads for a few hours but that has been f**k d up I have a tenner on me and could win it but that won't happen 99 days and screw it up no chance.

Suck it up and get on with it god I'm P****d off man up Martin

Hey, you have come on here, that's positive, you know that tenner would just get swallowed up, you would need a lot more more than a tenner to win a tenner back my friend, :)) and then you would just chase that bloody tenner,

Keep strong my friend, let those balloons just gently float by.

Suzanne xxx

It ain't happening Suzanne just feel a bit miffed if that's a word in way stronger now just feel gutted

This rollercoaster ride of recovery can be trying st times, especially when we get disappointed about stuff, listen there will be plenty more nights out, just think positive about that my friend, today is just one day, you will wake up feelng ready for 2016 tomorrow, because you will have nailed the century club.Your future is yours for the taking:)))

Suzanne xxx

I know babe just needed to vent this is why I love this forum while tapping away on my phone I gelt better happy New Year Suzanne it going to be good one

Good, I am going to get very sozzled tonight, but happy sozzled, lol, can't wait to see the new year in xxxx

Good choice Oldham. Well done and enjoy joining the 100 club.

Hi Martin , The up's and down's we go through buddy eh ! , but your stronger now my friend and the last 99 day's of gut's and determination have brought you here , to the point that you say " no matter how pisssseed off you get , you ain't going back to the craap you left behind " , well good on yer fella , you should be very proud.

So enjoy your meal with your loved one's and at the strike of midnight enjoy going into 2016 gamble free !

Early congratulations on 100 day's my friend , I'm saying it now as chances are I won't be in a fit state to spell , let alone type in the morning !

All the best buddy and have a good one !

Alan

Ps Welcome to the century club !!!!!!!!!!!

Welcome to the Century club my drunken friend 🙂

& a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Great choice last night coming here when you were stressed out & look @ you calling our Blondie 'Babe' (she is one too) 😉

Thanks Suzanne,mHappy New Gamble free new year x

DAY ONE f*****k ING HUNDRED

yes I was upset and disappointed last night but I was not for giving in came home with that tenner had a great takeaway with the family and was so determined I was going out for a bit took that tenner out with me had an hour with my mates picked up my lad on my way home as planned and ended up having a blinding night with him my mum and dad and a few others just getting to bed now ir should I say the couch as my son is in my bed which is all good.

Thanks everyone of you for sharing your good and bad times they have all help med my to get through this hell im living at the moment but it's a gamble free hell and I prefer it that way than the lie I was living.

I'll try an post some more sober thoughts tomorrow but for now happy new year and I'm 100 not out.

KTF

Cheers Mo I've been called a few names recently but Suzanne is a new one

Well done Fella. Welcome to the club...... Next stop 200 ;). See you there

Happy New Year! Your doing the bomb oldham. day 103 Oldham? Going to your GA meeting this week?

Day 103

Thanks for al your kind messages all you support has helped me get this far.

I've not been on the site for the last few day's selfishly I was getting a big frustrated seeing people slipping up started to get to me a bit and was thinking id be next I just need take myself away I felt that it would be inundated on here with people making that New Years resolution to stop with half hearted attempts like I have made so many times but I've given my head a wobble told myself to get a grip so sorry for them thoughts im ready to get back and help others like the unconditional help I have had.

Well nye was a funny one had a good afternoon with family then got a disappointment was supposed to be out in the night but the ex withheld the pennies I was supposed to get on that night and had to make you triangle a square I had the time I was in the pub finishing my pint while waiting to pick up the takeaway, I had the location the thinly light flashing in the corner catching my eye, I had the money well a tenner and access to anymore a tenner what harm will that do. So j added another corner to my triangle and put a bit of determination, will power a d**n right I ain't for going back a quick post on here took my mind if it thanks to Suzanne for that. Snaped out of it picked up the takeaway which was spot on picked up my lad at 11 as planned and got P****d drinking a its my mum till gone 4 she's in her 70's and has hollow legs she just keeps going was talking till then with my son and remember the good times and they was lots of them. Up at 8 rough toast managed to stay up till noon then hit a few hours nap. Then watched Making a Murderer on Netflix if you've not seen watch it I found it fascinating.

Right for the last 100 days i have locked myself away a sort punishment for me a bit of solitary a time for reflection to find myself again I'd started to see glimpse over the last couple of months coming along more and more and I'm like what I see Im a good guy so my parole has come through time to get reintegrated with life.

Only one NY resolution an I'm behind already, squeezed in 2 pages of duncs diary today should be on a page a day only another 78 pages to go and it's a great read upto now.

KTF everyone I am