Day 1

day 10 today . I feel bad that I haven’t been reading my ga books and reading the steps , I really can’t afford to go back that gambling hell , one day at a time . I’m grateful for every day I don’t gamble . 

Day 11

been having some thoughts about gambling but been able to talk myself out of it . Gambling only leads to poverty and misery the evidence speaks for itself . 20 years of losing every dolar to gambling . gambking is about getting high not about trying to win money , every win goes back in immediately . 

12days today , been having some urges but keep reminding myself that gambling always ends in poverty and misery , I have to keep reminding myself where gambling got me so I don’t ever go back . Ga is correct gambling leads to jail - insanity - death . 
my mind is trying to find a way for me to gamble but I know it’s my sick addicted brain trying to trick me into gambling . 
When I gamble and I win I put it all back . There is no way for me to win , you can’t win at something that has no ending the game goes on forever . 

Hi Peter

Three weeks end of today for me. Also getting lots of urges. You sure need a lot of strength to resist them. You should be giving yourself a big pat on the back. First steps to a better and happy future. Keep up the great work 

@aoxbg6d3ji  same to you , you doing amazing , one day at a time is all we can do to fight this demon . Just for today I won’t gamble .