I've been prescribed anti depression tablets and told to take therapy and do workbooks. Gonna have to skip a credit card bill to make it work, but whatever. Better than the alternative
It's been an interesting 7 months. More broke than ever, more bailouts. I gambled once since October, and that was £300 on the national lottery site. A lot less than I'd have lost in a casino so there's that.
I've been battling depression, I lost a girl I was in love with, she couldn't take my behaviour anymore. I've been focusing on friendships and trying to be less self centred. I've only been logging in here to ocasionally reset my "days gamble free". I lost my job and that triggered that. s**t manager anyway. I start my new one on Monday, this week I started exercising again. All this time off work has made money a worry, but it's left me feeling very zen. I finish paying off my friend in September, 9 months to stay gamble free, then I can worry about the credit cards 🙂
I should say, I bought new trainers this week. Just some S****y skechers, I used to wear top end nikes before this. But my last shoes were covered in holes and tears, and that's so embarrassing seeing people from work in a decently high paid field. I'm proud my toes weren't wet walking into today
Days gambled reset again
Head up. I’m here with you following you. Forget about the nikes. It’s all about what’s inside and your spirit. You’ve got an abudance.
Change wrote:
Head up. I’m here with you following you. Forget about the nikes. It’s all about what’s inside and your spirit. You’ve got an abudance.
Cheers Change, I appreciate it! 43 days GF, well done 🙂 Aspire to follow in your steps
Relapsed again. f*****g worthless
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