Evening.
Steady day at work. Calm before the new year storm admitting with all sorts.Â
I am going to think about a pleasant resolution to make like commit to more savings and ticking off one thing less to do in life stuff..
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So plans for tomorrow.. Weather allowing a run then panto..
House is miss Haversham style.. So weekend cleaning must start as the de cluttering also..Â
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I am feeling optimistic.. Chat is helping along with my diary. I am expecting a dip in mood. Post Christmas.. Post spent up.. But beginning of 2020 looks promising.. Life is good..
Already 2 birthday parties and a birthday meal booked for January... New Windows to look forward to and new kitchen cupboard doors and plinths... Going to have to book in some overtime... Its all happening at the boo radleys
Thanks all in chat tonight
Love and many many kisses boo ?
MorningÂ
Feel like I've been flattened by an iron.. Hoping a little run will o the cogsÂ
Murky out.. But the run we have a bed is a scenic route.Â
Then it's panto....
Nothng really more to say at time other than stay this side of the tracks folks.... Let's not gamble
Enjoy your day..Â
ByeÂ
Boo ?
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?. Enjoy your run boo x
Running thru the park looking mighty fine
Later on she will enjoy a Christmas Pantomine
A charming lady to be sure in heels or running shoeÂ
Giggling and laughing loud - "He's Behind You Boo!"
Aww thank you all.Â
So a little update..Â
Went on a solo run. Mr b. R. Sulky about something or the other really threw me a curved ball.. Why do folk sulk?? It's just time wasting so to late run with buddies ??
Anyway he says Tra tra and off he
strops.we don't part on bad words BUT
He got me feeling aggravated.. And then I thought.. There's a positive in this.. I've seen times when I would have gone off to the slots to ease the tension.. It just hasn't happened today.. So thanks for that little tester the big guy up there I am sure gamcare forum will be proud of me..Â
Also whilst running a man walking a dog had a top on displaying the word bet and three numbers... Kicked that one into the long grass too for all my buddies on here who most did online..Â
Feeling accomplished.. And passing my good vibes down the line ???
Love boo ?
Boo,
Ive just read that and Im stealing some of the good vibe.
Thanks for that and well done to you.Â
Have a lovely day.
RR
You are very welcome... There is a but though RR.... You have to pass the vibes onlike Chinese whispers.. So.. Go on.. What you waiting for ??
Boo ???x
Night.Â
Had a good day.Â
Enjoyed panto
Looking forward to simple pleasures in life tomorrow.. Tesco n stuff..Â
Going clean tomorrow. I love doing my windows with my karcher..Â
Just watching pride and prejudice.. Keira knightly... Love it.Â
My mood is settled.. I have no gambling urges. In fact the opposite. A loathing of the whole industry... A struggle lies within me of those struggling and I wish the struggle would stop for them.. There future be brighter..Â
But I must finish on a positive.. Cannot sleep on a negative.. I have decided to write a to do list for 2020 rather than concentrate on. Just one thing to stop..Â
All for now..
You are all in my thoughts
Night boo ?
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The to do list sounds much more achievable than a new year's resolution to me. I might pinch that idea if I may?
Goodnight and God bless boo x
Please do xxÂ
?We are here to care and share
Boo ?
Good Morning Boo,
Just been reading through your diary. There is lots I had missed. Your doing super fabulous and I’m so happy for you. You seem like a lovely soul.
I take my eldest son to our local parkrun on a Saturday morning 9.15 start. He loves it and is getting better every week. He’s only 10 and needs to be within close proximity of me. Truth be told, he’ll be beating me soon. His best is just under 25 minutes which is decent for that age.
Anyway, thanks for your kind offer on my diary but I hope you understand that I need to take on this personal challenge that I believe will drive me forward next year.
Running does so much for me both mentally and physically and I plan on returning to my old ways next year. I ran a marathon back in 2013 and at the finishing line told my wife that I would be doing them every year from then on. I never did another one. So, next year I plan on beating my time and experiencing the tremendous high of training for and completing a marathon. You are more than welcome to join my virtual 2020 Gamcare Marathon Training Squad. You can be vice captain.
Have a super excellent day.
RR
Hello RR.. Yes I do fully understand and will put it in my to do list for 2020 to touch base with you re training and general runs.your son is a superstar.Â
This site is about whatever works to get us through each day
Have a lovely weekend...Â
Bye for nowÂ
Boo ?
Morning..Â
Just woke about 15 minutes back.. Went to bed midnight. That's equivalent two weeks sleep for meÂ
Dreamt about casino... Vividly.. But not upsettingly... I'm going to treat these dreams like menopausal hot sweats. They say you always feel better after having one... Yes I know that ship has sailed with me but it was a symptom that swerved me?
Please take no offence about me writing the above.Â
So... Agenda for today.Â
Tesco
Sofa slouchÂ
Write reflective piece for reval.Â
TV.Â
Wait for it........ Jigsaw.Â
Feeling chirpy for nowÂ
I'm conscious of the fact that some on gamcare are struggling. My levity doesn't completely dilute my emotions towards others.Â
Until laterÂ
Boo and chunky monkey scottie boo???
I relish the day when I feel better after a menopausal sweat boo! You make me smile so much xx
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