Oh chat thank you again.. You lift my spirits.. We struggle. We strive. But we are comrades In arms. We understand. We comfort. We share. We console. We don't promise but we try..
As the year ends to a close so does a chapter in my life. That of gambling away money at a casino on slots. Not easy but 2020 holds brighter things I pray.Â
In my thoughts always those tormented at these tender times. Not always gambling related.Â
I'm watching field of dreams.. A favourite if mine.. Promise I won't cry murlo.. Â
Endeavouring a run tomorrow. Keep you posted on that one folks.
Anyways all for now
Night allÂ
Boo??
Tears are mandatory boo?. Enjoy x
I hope sleep will be a welcome visitor tonight to your home ????
Night. Bless murloÂ
Boo ?
Goodmorning.Â
Hurry up daylight please.Â
Not feeling the love for exercise yet but once donned in said attire then it may conjure up enthusiasm.Â
Plans for today are minimal.Â
Might even have some afternoon zzzzzz. S.Â
Hoping to chat too..Â
I've counted 79 day gf... Now come on boo don't lose a grip on this one..Â
Wishing you all a pleasant morning..Â
Boo x?
Good Morning Boo,
79 days sound super to me. 3 weeks from now will sound even better. You’re doing great.
Windy run for me yesterday. Hope your weather is nice. Enjoy your run. Get those miles and feel god factor in the bank.
Have a nice day.
RR
Thank you RR. for dropping In..
So while I'm awake do something useful.Â
As the year grinds to a close a gratitude list for the last 12 months..
January.. That I was given the gift to be a part of the forthcoming yearÂ
February.. That we had sunshine this month
March.. Seeing another spring
April.. My mums fall was dealt with. She had surgery and is at home.Â
May. My daughter found love. (long may it last) ❤️
June.. My lovely 5 days in whitley BayÂ
July. Physio on my back beginning to work.
August.. Another year married totalling to 34 years. ❤️
September. Mr. B. R. Reducing his hours at work.Â
October (12th) to be exact.. Last time I went to casino and found gamcareÂ
November.. Having the gift of another birthday.Â
December.. Closing the year and nearing my target for abstinence from gambling.Â
With hope and perseverance I want to keep travelling this gf. Road to a happier life. Oh I know there will be other obstacles hurled at me.Â
I'm just going to wake each day with an agenda and fuel myself up to resist and keep a lid on it.Â
Boo ?
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6.6 done roulette.. Vice captain now going to have a laaaaazzzzzzy day and a roast beef dinner later
Thanks boo ????
A little Robin said to me "Why not visit Boo Radley?"
I winked at the flighty chap and said "I will do that gladly."
For the gratitude list of dear sweet Boo is true and full of charm
With friends like her to walk this road I know I will come to no harm
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Wishing you a super duper Sunday
Stephen xÂ
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Hello lovely salsa swivel hips Stephen.Â
How's the dancing?
You brighten my day and for that I say thank you
Love boo and little miss Aberdeen (fast asleep in the chair dreaming of haggis) scottie boo ??
Another day doneÂ
Work tomorrow. I know it will be busy.. Track suit n trainers I think is the attire ?
Going to read after tele.Â
Feel I need pep things up a bit. Getting a bit predictable with my interests.. Will sleep on that one
Think once nye is over there will be a more relaxed feel.. Some on chat dreading it.. Its 24 hours like any other day.. And let's think of goals for 2020. Far more important than one night's partying..
I wish everyone a good night's sleep.. Life stuff is so much easier with the strength and tonic of sleep..Â
Until tomorrow
Boo and scottie boo ?
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I hope you enjoyed your drama boo. Rest well tonight, it sounds like you may well need it at work tomorrow ?
Thank you.. I did.. Sleep well.. Get drama to sprinkle some of her sleeping potion magic on you from Last night ?booÂ
GoodmorningÂ
To work I must go so I will chat 8pm
Until then have a fulfilling day.Â
Love boo ?
Night time.Â
Busy day at work. Did all my jobs and now 2 days off..Â
Feet are aching and back but going take hot water bottle bed get cosy n read.. Hopefully sleep
Chat was nice.. Some positive talk going on.. I do hope people get sorted..
Optimistic for the new year.. Gamble free..
As I said on chat you have all stole my heart.. Murlo please feel easier soon. We are feeling your loss from our little fold.. As we do each individual who we know is troubledÂ
Going watch some TV. And brew timeÂ
2 days offÂ
Love and many kisses boo ?. Woof from scottie boo?
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Hi Boo just thought I would pop by and smile as you make me smile ☺. Keep up the good work and running and just getting on with life. All the best Changing habit. ?
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