Finally....

Welcome to the forum. You’ve come to the right place. Take some time to read everything on here and take all the advice you can. Put blocks in place, Gamban, GamStop, bank blocks. It will feel liberating. Be honest with yourself and start a diary. It’s something to look back on when you are tempted to gamble. I look back at mine and it makes me feel sick. Puts me right off gambling instantly!

There is loads of help available here. Lots of success stories to inspire you. One day at a time is all you need to do. 

All the best in moving away from this. Stay strong 💪 

Hi

Thankyou for taking the time to reply,  I've been following Yr journey well done!  😊 

I've finally had enough it's now effecting my mental health,  how I felt not gambing for 2 weeks is how I want to feel all the time 

@lrw50 hi, well done for posting on here. 

Put all the blocks in place and grab hold of at much support as you can. Do not leave any door open - double / triple bolt them! If you had won some money back, the chances are it would have all gone back again!! 

I too hit rock bottom last July - I took out debt in my husband’s name (tens of thousands of pounds) without him knowing! I was going to be faced with 4 loan payments and 2 credit card payments totally around £1500 that I physically couldn’t pay and he was going to find out!!! 

My determination and motivation is that I never ever want to feel the way it made me feel ever again! 

340 days gamble free today!! Take each day at a time and be kind to yourself.

Claire x

Hi Claire

Well done ! That's amazing please god I can say the same.. I've got into debt and ruined my credit score all in 4 years! I'm tired of juggling money so no one finds outs I'm gambling ( hubby knows and very supportive), but not about this weekend.  I'm just tired of it..its fun for the first 20 mins if that.. 

Was your husband supportive ? It's an awful awful feeling isn't it? Like your trapped 

@lrw50 Hello. The guys above gave you straightforward and very helpful recommendations that I can even say are crucial for your success in staying away from gambling. All I can add is to love yourself and forgive yourself for gambling in the past. Also, find a little space for regular reflections on your experience. I can't give any certified advice because I'm only 10 days gf, but I wish you all the best and wish you to stay strong. You will succeed!

@lrw50 yes he was but understandably worried. The debt is huge! 

This time round I’ve told more people, it’s such a refreshing feeling being able to talk  openly about gambling and how it makes me feel.

If you told your husband about this weekend, how do you think he’ll be? Lapses are part of the learning journey and recovery, so don’t beat yourself up. Be kind to yourself, let go of the guilt and don’t think about the losses. Any negative feelings towards yourself will only drive you back to gambling. The evil demons want you to feel worthless. 

It does get easier I promise, you’ll think less and less about it, but you have to do the work. Could your husband take over financial control? My husband does now so he can see everything that goes on. 

Keep coming on here and write down anything and everything. You’re not alone x

Hi there.

You were one of the few people I first spoke to on here when I stopped gambling 90 days ago.  We said we would both check in on our first payday after last gambling. I can only say that as I have continued to remain g.f, everything feels so much better and life is just so much calmer, less stressful and more fulfilling👌. Get those essential blocks in place as mentioned above and you too will quickly start to reap the benefits of a g.f lifestyle. 

I wish you health and strength and look forward to joining you on your journey.

Take care and be kind to yourself 🙏.

Pink Lady🩷🍎.

I had many of those relapses in my early days made many mistakes on the way since learning about the addiction i have improved, blocks handing over finances are very important has it makes it more difficult to relapse, i spoke to few guys in Ga with 10+ years gamble free each of them have been very extreme in their approach blocks handing over finances and having small amount cash, they come every week to Ga usually 3 meeting a week one of the guys has 29 years gamble free experience and attends 5 meetings a week and when he missed one he contact the group via wassaup, for some it might be extreme however his record speaks for itself, at the time i didnt take my recovery has seriously its a life long illness and all it takes is one bet