Hi taximan,
Thanks for your post, and congratulations on reaching 91 days of winning.
Stay strong and keep your guard tightly up.
Suzanne xx
Thanks trigger and Suzanne for your messages
Day 91
No thoughts of gambling at all again today still feeling strong.
Nothing much else to report have a great weekend everyone
Day 92
Just been into town to pick something up for my girlfriend and walked past one on my regular bookies did think about nipping in for a few seconds then carried on walking by. Not gonna give in that easy now.
Off to work for what should be a busy nite hopefully loads of romantics out for valentines day.
Valentine's stuff & you, a man 😉 To be fair, I've had the best pressie ever this year & to say thanks, I popped into Tesco for some mushy peas & gravy (well he is Northern)! The shelves with cards for 'girls' was bursting @ the seems, the others empty! There were however 4 'bestest boyfriend in the wholest widest world ever, for ever & ever' cards lying crumpled without their envelopes on the floor! What's a gal to do @ half 6 in the evening with OH on his way home? Go home get a piece of paper, fold it in half & with a nice pink pen draw a heart & write 'you'll do' that's what!
Well done for passing on by today, I don't wanna see any of us marching towards 00 fall - no pressure 😉 Nice work on the Pool & work hard - hopefully 😉
Keep safe, keep strong - ODAAT
Day 93
Thanks ODAAT and NT for your messages and support
Yes ODAAT haha that's class I don't mind I do well enough out of these commercial events and last year we pretty much cancelled our birthdays due to my old habit so felt good to be able to make the effort this time around.
Been to watch the shrimps this afternoon poor performance and 3-2 defeat today at least we saw a couple of goals today.
You say the nicest things...I am class aren't I 🙂
I didn't let him down completely tho...I popped into the Off Licence on my way to the local petrol station! Luckily they had some in the offy coz everytime I've been to get petrol in an emergency (it's 2p cheaper in the next village) it's been closed!
Have a lovely belated Valentine's Day tomorrow & you can start planning for the next birthday that you won't be missing like the old you did 🙂
Thanks ODAAT going to Manchester tmoz to catch a kodaline gig then staying over so will be good. Things like this I wouldn't of been able to do if I was still gambling.
Yea top class and your getting married so must be doing something right and talking of petrol it's come down a hell of lot recently I can get my diesel round here for 1.10 a litre at the moment.
Day 95
Day 95 had a great couple of days off last night was brill we really enjoyed it. Deffo no thoughts or urges to gamble as it wouldn't have been possible if I was still doing that.
96 days today, very well done
Onwards and upwards
Suzanne xx
Day 96.
Thanks Suzanne for your post and support.
No thoughts of gambling today
Back to reality and back at work today not been to bad just steady. Pool to look forward to tonight wednesday come round fast this week.
Hi mate hope all is well, 96 days!!! Wow 4 more and you have hit the century, welldone mate that is a fantastic acheivement... Take care
Carl
Thanks for dropping by & way to go on 96 massive wins 🙂
So good to hear you enjoying life (especially a life that you couldn't have had in the past) it has been an honour to walk alongside you on this path 🙂
Hopefully a few more wins on the tables this evening!
Day 97
Thanks Carl and ODAAT for your posts and support
Carl nice to hear from you mate and glad your still going strong.
ODAAT thanks and likewise it's an honour to be here with you too.
We won the match 6-4 last night lost the one game I played but I'm pleased with the team win and would take that every week. Good morale booster for the upcoming semi final first leg on Sunday.
No urges to gamble today just looking forward to the footy and darts on the tele tonight spoilt for choice.
I was half tempted to do a little football chant @ you being rubbish (but I was worried about getting edited) then I remembered you said you were gonna throw your game to make the boys look good 😉
Just in case I forget to post...Knock em dead on Sunday! Now wouldn't that be a great celebration for something that I'm not gonna wish your life away thinking about 😉
Day 98
Thanks ODAAT for your message and support and I've now slipped to 2nd in the team stats so I need to pick me game up and sort that out. Yea ODAAT big day for me on Sunday looking forward to that and have been for a week or 2 and yea that would be the icing on the cake.
No way I'm slipping now easy weekend for me.
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