I am stronger than I thought!

I was not gonna check in 2day... cus I feel really guilty not replying 2 all ur lovely messages. Ur support means a lot 2 me:)

I just wanted 2 let u all know, I am ok and I am still gamble free 🙂

I have alot going on in my life rite now and I am feeling a little down. Just 2 clarify it is not this site that gets me down... If I don't feel strong enough I won't post!

I am sorry 4 ne1 that thinks I have 2 be positive all the time... I try 2 stay strong. But I am only human!

Also I said from the start I would be 100% honest on this journey and this includes the good and the bad!

I am 2 tired 2 get back 2 u all individually.. I am really sorry!

I think I am getting a cold as I have been felling unwell 2day, as soon as I feel better I will get back 2 u all.... I hope u all understand.

Take care and nite xx

hey hey ...who's that lovely lady your beating up on.....??...lol

I can tell you now lovely that I dont think anyone thinks you've got to be positive all the time...and I definately dont..you would'nt be human...xx

Remember..the good the bad and the ugly ..and you know the word...((((xx)))))

You post when you like Charlotte ..no pressure...dont worry if you dont get back to everyone..I think people on here just are happy to see your name pop up on page one...doesnt matter what mood your in..just glad to see you ..

Take your time and keep warm hun...

((((((C)))))))

hugs and hhotwater bottles....R and D xx

Everyone understands Charlotte, post if and when you want to. Live your life and keep positive

Steve

hi char

carl

I look into the window of my mind Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind I step out of the ordinary, I can feel my soul ascending I am on my way, can't stop me now and you can do the same, yeah

What have you done today to make you feel proud? It's never too late to try What have you done today to make you feel proud?

You could be so many people If you make that break for freedom What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Still so many answers I don't know (There are so many answers) Realize that to question is how we grow (To question is to grow)

So I step out of the ordinary I can feel my soul ascending I am on my way, can't stop me now You can do the same, yeah

What have you done today to make you feel proud? It's never too late to try What have you done today to make you feel proud?

You could be so many people If you make that break for freedom What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Yeah, we need a change Yeah, do it today, yeah I can feel my spirit rising

Change, yeah, we need a change Yeah, so do it today, yeah 'Cause I can see a clear horizon

What have you done today to make you feel proud? (To make you feel proud, yeah) So what have you done today to make you feel proud?

'Cause you could be so many people If you make that break for freedom

So what have you done today to make you feel proud? What have you done today to make you feel proud?What have you done today to make you feel proud?

You could be so many people? Just make that break for freedom So what have you done today to make you feel proud?

L8 post 4 me 2nite... I have been really busy!

I did something 2day that I have been putting off 4 a while and I had got myself really worked up about... In the end it was not as bad as I thought it would be ..... So lesson learnt 🙂

Carl, ur post made me smile.... There is no pay back needed, u did all the hard work and if I helped u in neway when u were struggling then that is enough 4 me 🙂 I am sooooo proud of u xx

16 wks gamble free 2day 🙂

1 wk 2 my target... I HAVE 2 stay strong, I can do this.... I just need 2 believe in myself... Nothing worth achieving is easy!

Nite all xx

Charlotte.

Nothing worth achieving is easy!!!!!

Could not have put it better myself.

Glad to see your working toward that target,well done you.

duncs stepping forward never back.

Hi Charlotte

Loved the 'M People' song...and the fact is Charl...you need to feel proud, proud of where you are and proud of who you are.

We are all proud of how you have been so inspirational on your journey and all the support you have given to others (especially me and I know Carl feels that way too!)

Toasting you with strawberry cider and a cream cake x

Jewels

hi char

carl

hi charl

well done on your 16 weeks honey

and your so right it is hard but so worth it

speak soon xxxx

hi char

carl

Thanks everyone 🙂

I am soooo close 2 my target now.... I am so determined 2 get there 🙂

I have had a really busy wk, so not been posting much... I am looking 4ward 2 the wknd as always lol

I have got a bit of a cold, so yest my bro was off work so he picked Maddison up and took her 2 his 4 the day... It saved me getting up at stupid o clock and dropping her 2 my parents... He had a Halloween party 4 his little ones and Maddison went as a little pumkin she looked sooooooooo cute 🙂

Things I would not have noticed if I was wrapped up in gambling... this journey is really tough... But sooo worth it!

I will catch up with some diaries properly 2moro 🙂

I hope everyone is ok x

Hi Charlotte

Sorry you have a bit of a cold and I hope you get better real soon!

Lovely to hear about your little one having a nice time and it's great that you have such a supportive family.

Keep focusing and I don't really need to tell you to keep busy because it seems like you have lots going on in your life!

Take care Charlotte and i hope you have a happy weekend

Jewels

Lol we wrote on each others diary within a minute of each other!

Yes we need to celebrate Carl's 100 days....and yes you take the strawberry cider and i'll take the cream cakes!

Take care lovely x

Hey Char,

Thanks for the post mate really appreciate your support. 🙂

Your only laughing at me cos of my phone and swimming pool episode haha

Hope your feeling better. Will try get in chat tomorrow night for a bit if I can.

Night Shaun x