I can feel the earth begin to move I hear my needle hit the groove

Yeah he's been doing well recently thanks - still long way to go but much better thanks.

Cod all the way! I like haddock and that tends to be the default up t'north. I might need to revert back to cod now I've got the inside scoop...

Sorry mate the phone's just been ringing a bit , son from uni :)) Yeah if I get customers from uuuuuup north they always ask for haddock , it's that north south thing I guess ? .

Glad your boys been ok of late , youv'e gone through the mill a bit early doors with him and I know it's been a struggle at times for you all which all adds stress to your already stressfull lives eh ? But it's good that things have stabilised a bit for you :)) .

I'm made up that youv'e managed some serious gamble free day's too , so I'm hopeing youv'e made a little piece with yourself on that score.

I'm just closing up now old buddy so I'll catch you another night if thats ok , just wanted to say hi and well done for sticking with it :))

Love and best wishes old friend xx

Change wrote:

Yeah he's been doing well recently thanks - still long way to go but much better thanks.

Cod all the way! I like haddock and that tends to be the default up t'north. I might need to revert back to cod now I've got the inside scoop...

Hi change

thanks for your company in the chat tonight

You see now that's just confused me even more , I was going to sleep soundly in my bed knowing I had the answer and then along comes another northerner to dispute the answer I'd been given :((.

Maybe because you live further north than Deano and haven't sampled those delights yet but to be honest Deano's in the midlands so that's not really north is it , in fact he's almost a southerner He's only two hours away ?.

Tbh though anything the other side of the M25's North to me , LOL !

I think I need to take this back to anon ?

Cheers buddy xx

Hey Change , according to anon there battered chips ! She just left a msg for Odaat so I'm all gened up now . Phew " And the truth shall set you free " I'll be able to sleep now , safe in the knowledge :))

Night mate :))

Ps How come all our chats are pretty much always about food ? :))

Checking in again - been doing fine past couple of weeks as on a new gig and my mind is full. Been good for me and the change is helping me massively.

I've put in place a 20 week plan of some things to achieve in life and financial over the next 5-6 months. I need to start posting again on here daily. I'm losing focus too much and drifting around with ups and downs. Time to get back to a plan to make my life better rather than be in a daily battle to avoid catastrophe.

Had a long day with commuting and lots to take in during the day so been busy and mostly importantly kept the mind busy. Had a shepherd's pie for tea which was spot on. Got all the Christmas stuff out the loft last night so my mrs has been putting it up today. Alwasy makes me feel a bit more positive when start getting in the festive mood. I need to watch my moods as I get down and depressed easily and that impacts me a lot in recovery. Aim is to stay busy and turn a corner in my moods / motivations with life.

Checking again and making more progress. Had some more get-up-and-go today so hopefully I'm turning a corner and can get back on the up for Christmas. Such a mentally tiring addiction to deal with as it comes in waves.

147 days, you're smashing it! Well done

Change, thank you for your kind post. Your are heading for a great Christmas and delighted for you. You continue to motivate me, and others, like you don't believe.