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Definetely a Good Friday for you Suzanne. Never mind the kids eggs i hope you treated yourself to an eggstra (sorry) special one. Washed down with a couple of voddys of course. Enjoy your weekend

 
Posted : 3rd April 2015 5:16 pm
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Morning Suzanne.
341 days and firmly 39 behind me is amazing.
Enjoy your weekend.
Steve xxx

 
Posted : 4th April 2015 6:46 am
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Thanks NT Gregg and Steve xx

Good morning diary,

341 days and slowly but surely marching forwards and upwards.

Son did not come round yesterday, so eggs and chat on hold lol.

OH working today, so a quiet day (unless son comes) and other son not coming up now due to car problems.

Staying positive because I am very proud of my abstinence, because it's not easy to keep telling those nasty thoughts to get lost, when they pop up, can't believe they come even when gambling disgusts me, but my choice is loud and clear today No gambling, my recovery journey has 100% priority and I love winning for me and my family by abstaining and maintaining.

Wishing everyone a happy, safe and positive gambling free Easter Saturday

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 4th April 2015 8:47 am
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Hi Suzanne
341 days a winner. Go girl xxx
Families are fickle creatures and like you I am a fixer.
We both have to learn we can't always fix it cos for others it may not be broken.
Why do cars breakdown on bank holidays and never work days so unfair.
Good to see the honesty in your post re thoughts/urges and glad you shared them.
Proud to be walking alongside you my friend
Cheryl xxx

 
Posted : 4th April 2015 3:14 pm
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Morning Suzanne.
342 days is amazing.
Hope you are having a great weekend.
Steve xxx

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 8:02 am
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Good Easter morning diary,

342 Days of starving that horrendous addiction and feeling proud.

The last couple of days have been very quiet in this household, (home alone all day lol) but found lots of positive stuff to do to keep me occupied and keep any negative thoughts well at bay.

No family get together today ( Easter eggs still on hold) HDs , but the sun is shining OH is at home, so looks like a nice long walk with doggie in the park, then lawn cutting ( maybe cleaning windows day as it sure has turned out nice again Ohh lol) and then a nice roast chicken dinner not forgetting the new films OH has downloaded for tonight. so a very HD indeed.

Wishing everyone a happy and peaceful gambling free Easter Sunday.

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 8:56 am
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Happy Easter!.... a d**n sight better than last Easter (I would imagine).

Regards... S.A šŸ™‚

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 9:30 am
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342 days Suzanne lol

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 10:26 am
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lol Steve 342 Ohh HDs indeed,

Sxxxxx

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 12:54 pm
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Good one NT! Oh Blondie...Your maths is terrible :-0

Thank goodness it turned out nice again - HD!

Try not to worry about the golf balls...I'm sure the really little ones will be happy to have 2 Easters šŸ™‚

You do know you only just cleaned those suckers don't Ya šŸ˜‰

Keep winning ODAAT - Juuuuuune

 
Posted : 5th April 2015 1:17 pm
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Morning Suzanne.
343 is just amazing.
Hope you are having a fab Easter.
Luv steve xxx

 
Posted : 6th April 2015 9:39 am
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Good morning diary,

343 days today and my commitment to being 100% to keep walking up the recovery road, has been strengthened even more today.

Why because I felt the pain and desperation and frustration from Stephen 2015 this morning, and my feelings of how I felt a year ago came flooding back. like having been given an electric shock, No more I want to say on that.

Have not seen any of my golfballs this weekend but I have not gambled this Easter so that positive will override the negative of a quiet house over the weekend. I will see them all soon enough lol.

It's going to be a lovely day weather wise and I am going to make the most of this beautiful warm spring weather, and it doesn't cost one single penny to watch all the new life in my garden suddenly spring to life.

Wishing everyone a happy and peaceful gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 6th April 2015 10:25 am
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Hi Suzanne
343 days and so close now to your 1 year.
I am feeling excited for you and very proud.
Weather's grotty here so have had to put off the gardening as far too cold.
Enjoy your day
Take care
Cheryl xxx

 
Posted : 6th April 2015 2:05 pm
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I wished wrote:

Good morning diary,

343 days today and my commitment to being 100% to keep walking up the recovery road, has been strengthened even more today.

Why because I felt the pain and desperation and frustration from Stephen 2015 this morning, and my feelings of how I felt a year ago came flooding back. like having been given an electric shock, No more I want to say on that.

Have not seen any of my golfballs this weekend but I have not gambled this Easter so that positive will override the negative of a quiet house over the weekend. I will see them all soon enough lol.

It's going to be a lovely day weather wise and I am going to make the most of this beautiful warm spring weather, and it doesn't cost one single penny to watch all the new life in my garden suddenly spring to life.

Wishing everyone a happy and peaceful gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Well done suzanne

enjoy your day and thanks for everything

 
Posted : 6th April 2015 2:06 pm
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Morning Suzanne.
344 days and 3 weeks to the year.
Great work my friend.
Have a great day.
Steve xxx

 
Posted : 7th April 2015 7:10 am
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