Life begins again

Hi Suzanne
Sorry but body clock a bit messed up.
Whoop whoop on 50 weeks and 1 day, gosh not long to the big one. HD's indeed by making the right choices everyday.
Take care my friend
Cheryl xxx

Morning Suzanne.
Wow wow 351 days. That year is just around the corner my friend.
Have a great day.
Luv Steve xxx

Thanks all for your lovely messages, it means alotxxx

Good morning diary,

351 days, feeling good, life is good, work is stressfree at the moment lol, and the sun is shining, so it's going to be a lovely sunny day, I think a bit of me time in the garden this afternoon after work, and all these good feelings do not cost even one single penny.

even more important neither does giving recovery 100% it's totally free but sooo very rewarding.

Abstaining and maintaining. One day at a time and continuing to move onwards and upwards HDs indeed.

Wishing everyone a strong, determined and calm gambling free day.

Suzanne xxx

2 weeks to go Suzanne. Know its not about the year but it is an achievement. Keep focusing on those days

14 days to go WHOOP WHOOP!!! I hope ur going to have some sort of celebration! Not many have made it as far as u have ! Well done

Ha ha Blondie, baby steps...Windows are way out of my league @ the moment 😉

No time for Mr G as you say but I know the f****r is in there somewhere lurking...@ this rate I'll have muscles on my muscles & I wouldn't wanna be in his shoes when he turns up on my doorstep...HAI YAH (just practising)!

HD, it sure turned out nice again 🙂

Morning Suzanne.
Congrats on 352 days you are doing fantastically well. Getting closer now whoop whoop.
Have a great day.
Steve xxx

Good morning diary,

352 days of starving the addiction and winning.

It's not always an easy journey, but it is the only one I can slowly but surely walk on lol, I know that the addiction is always lurking somewhere in the background sometimes dormant, sometimes, niggling, and sometimes full on,

It's quietly niggling this morning but it can get stuffed, I have no intention of placing any silly bet, my recovery is far too strong. Doesn't it realise I can't play anyway as all the triangle is in place, no time, no money in account, and no laptop HD, and I will win again today,It's playing on me feeling good and it won't work.

It's just as hard for me when I feel good I fact feeling good can be more dangerous for me, but that is me, everyone is different lol.

Thoughts are with SA today, but he knows what to do, get straight back up and never give up on giving up.

This addiction is truly horrible and we have it Thrown in our faces every day with TV adverts, emails (I delete them every day) and betting shops everywhere. and so many folks now gambling on their phones.

Feeling proud today as I am feeling strong in my resolve by abstaining and maintaining, one step ahead, and moving onwards and upwards further and further away from my gambling past.

Wishing everyone a strong, determined and calm gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Hi S,

Hope ya have that brick in hand today (safety first lol)..keep fighting and winning every single day. Happiness is one great feeling, accept it for what it is as you're doing so well 😉

Proud of you!

Ps. Joining the forces i am...lol..world hold on Sandra is bk to business 😀

Hugs
Take care and have a good day..keep smiling, sun is out :-)))

S x

Morning Suzanne.
353 days. You should be very proud of yourself.
Amazing job.
Have a great gamble free day.
Steve xxx

Good morning diary,

353 days and no gambling thoughts, the slight niggle yesterday soon faded and died, as my day started to unfold.

I don't get many at this time, but when I do they are not intense, and very soon disappear, they are just little reminders lol. To tell me I am a CG..

Feeling good within myself, feeling sane, feeling honest, feeling normalish, ( whatever normal is lol).

Last day at work for the week, and looking forward with positiveness.

Wishing everyone a strong. calm and happy gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Thank you
Suzanne,

Not long now till 1 year gamble free! I have no worries you will reach that landmark & sail on to many more. The time & effort you put into your kind words to others on here says volumes about you as a person. You make a difference.

One Breath
One Step
One Day At A Time

Dan x

Morning Suzanne.
354 days and just 11 to go! What an achievement one year will be!.
Have a great day off. You deserve it.
Steve xxx

Good morning diary,

354 days today, and feeling good, sane and normalish lol.

Food shopping this morning (have the car lol) little man being dropped off at lunch time, am going to take him swimming this afternoon, couldn't even afford the petrol this time last year lol, oh how my life is changing and this is all because I make that right choice for me every day, abstain and maintain taking one day at a time.

Wishing everyone a good strong and happy gambling free Friday.

Suzanne xx

Morning Suzanne.
355 days is just fantastic work.
Your flying now.
Have a great gamble free Saturday.
Luv Steve xxx