My diary, my new life, my fightback

Day 3 has been hard , 

Gambling devil has been in my ear all day, I hate it, been so on my mind but I've resisted by going for a long walk during work.

Vital period for me, this week has brought me back to the old me with avengence, held it together but what a struggle.

Tough day

Day 4 begins.off out with OH 

Need to ignore sport

Hello @holycrosser

Well done for posting here and persevering with your recovery. Relapses can be tough but can offer us important learning experiences and inform our recovery, making it stronger in the long run. Your support to others here is invaluable so thank you for sharing. Keep up the good work.

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Day 5 of this new journey. Survived my first Saturday after my relapse 

Day 5 of this new journey. Survived my first Saturday after my relapse 

Well done! 🙂

Morning Holycrosser

I'm on my day 5 GF as well! Let's do it together day by day . #Staystrong

Posted by: New Mike

Morning Holycrosser

 

I'm on my day 5 GF as well! Let's do it together day by day . #Staystrong

We will try mate, day 6 begins, new week new dangers but memories of last Monday still fresh.Back on it though now.

A bit of good news , I negotiated another 6 months payment plan with 2 credit cards, Aqua and Marbles , the girl there has been great and just by offering them a fair payment I’ve managed to now get 18 months interest free, on 2 cards that the balance was never coming down.Big win that , I can’t use the card or account at all but the debt is coming down on them both now.

Great news! 

Day 7 and a full week gone after my bad time.

Day 8 begins 

Feel ok , next week tells me everything about the way forward, get through this and next week and I will know where I stand .

Today is a regular day.no rain please

Day 9, been busy with work today.no drama , no gambling.

Day 11 begins and another weekend to get through.

Stay strong lad 

Day 12.

been ill in bed, not great.