My Diary of Shame

Hey Juune

Coo coo here. Why you need to know my day count nosey? 😉

To b honest, cannot take it seing numbers in my recovery..it's like counting till my last day on this earth lol (obviously have to reset it occasionally 🙁 )

Hacked into internet at work lol..ohhhhhh HD!!!!

Stay strong and behave!

Having chased Forum Admin again, they have sent an email to you and me apparently, but I haven't got it as they sent it to wrong email address which I think means that you have the wrong email address for me :-/ . The one they have given you, add on 44 after the name but before hotmail.com - hope that makes sense! In the meantime, if I get another reply from FA actually telling me what your email address is I will message you! We will get there eventually 🙂

Rach x

I'm such a div, yes, yahoo. :o)

Yahoo, gmail or Hotmail?

Take your pick Juuunnee 🙂 glad you two finally got there (...yawn at the speed of it lol) and even more pleased that i was right few days back. Pat on my back there 🙂

I hope i didn't upset you with my remark of saying "nosey", i didn't mean to come across Bitchy, just ya know me....never English lol

So night shift also? Welcome aboard...soon b 6am for me....yawnnn already...and no..i am being very good worker (responsible, caring, reliable..you name it lol) and keeping focused on my duties...so much better than fighting b*****d urges all day & night.

Ok...waffling over, duties calling...

...it sure turned out nice today 🙂

hi odatt, i hope i am on your diary !! Just wanted to say ta for all your support when I need it most, i feel i have suffered and am suffering badly, (i know i am not the only one, but it feels like I am) Your posts mean so much to me - Paul

Morning ODAAT,

Well done for bypassing those betting shops the other day, even if you are self excluded i imagine the temptation must still have been preying on you, it would for me at least. I must admit when i look at the title of your thread, I'm not sure if it really matches any more. Pride in making the right choices is part of the recovery, and hanging on to the shame will only make it harder i imagine.

Anyhow, i digress. Glad you're still on the straight and narrow, and the idea of a new mattress seems lovely. If i get my new job and move I'll probably buy a new bed, but I've been on a single mattress on the floor for ages, too tired and lazy to change it. :P

Ryan

Hi Hun,

Can't sleep xxx

Have deleted something on overcoming forum that should not have been there xx

Has it been deleted from there now xx

Hey up! Are ya looking after us night owls too? 🙂
Hope work ok and you can sleep better today...we can bloody hope lol

Thanks ohhh HD xxx

It surely turned out nice again....nearly home time 😀 ohhhhhh HD!!would never intend to insult ya scary lady lol...

You are too honest to take offence and im too soft to offence someone...blah blah..talking bull here..best get going.

Have a good rest of the morning! Keep fighting ODAAT!

S x

Hi ODAAT
You make me smile every time I read the banter on here
Keep it up
Cheryl x

I think I used to fool myself into thinking I could cut out different forms of gambling and leave others in like horses and football , the reality was until I was ready to totally abstain I was never going to find the recovery path.

The night I hit rock bottom will live with me for life for all the wrong reasons and guess we are all very fortunate for the support we receive on this forum , people dont realise sometimes what a huge help and support they can be with just a few kind words and pointing in the right direction.

Well done on your continued non gambling and good luck at home base.

Morning O

Thanks for the Middle of the night chat, and helping me delete that phantom post ohh HD.

S xxxxx