My Journey

Hi sue

Hope all is good in your world

Stay strong

Suzanne xx

Hi Sue,

Hope all is ok in your world. Hugs coming your way, stay safe and keep making the right choice.

S x

Just hoping all good in ur world..a little update maybe? Never far away from my thoughts

S x

I HOPE ALL IS OK WITH YOU SUE BUT WHEN YOU GO AWAY FROM THIS SITE THE SIGNS ARE NOT GOOD. BUT I HOPE EVERYTHING IS OK IN YOUR LIFE

GRAEME X

Hey Boro,

Just checked in after being away for god knows how long. Am ok not wasting my redundancy (still got it)

Problem being have sunk into a bit of a black hole.

Have been offered a Job with the NHS and cant even work out how to accept it all. Lots of forms on line (don't even have a printer) Doing my head in!

Drinking and smoking too much but hey ho!

My mum has become very hard to deal with and I think this is not helping.

I need help but don't know where to go!

Main thing is I am safe from gambling cos if I could I would!

Hope u ok Boro? X

Hi sue

good to hear from you!

Even better that you are gamble free!

Thanks for posting on my thread, yes a great big scare, but now i am the big 40 it was much easier to deal with lol!

regards your own quandary

first breath!

Then either go to the library they are a great help, the ladies there taught me all I know about computers and I could write that on a stamp lol

if not phone the nhs, personal department, they will surely help.

there will be help you just have to find it and take it.

Now keep that redundancy safe

and a huge well done for being honest.

Now pull up a seat in our bar

that shiny one still pop's by from time to time.

Oh and that blonde one too.

abstain and maintain

duncs stepping forward never back.

Hi Sue,

Good to see you posting, and that you are gamble free.

Well done on keeping a tight hold on your redundancy.

Wishing you all the best,

Suzanne xx

Hi sue

Im really good everything calm at the moment still got quite a bit of debt but that will continue to come down

Im really pleased to hear from you and you are still gamble free. As for smoking and drinking we cant give up all our pleasures and im sure you will sought everything out with a clear head from being clear of gambling

Graeme x

Hey Diary,

Bin long time

Life not to good, never worked out with the job I ran scared and ignored all the calls. Cos of block on computer havnt gambled but believe would of if I could. Need to get my confidence back. Wow this site has changed, very up- maket now!

Much love to all my friends xxx

Hi Sue,

Welcome back, good to read you are still gamble free,

Take care

Suzanne xx

Wow, this site has really changed.

People usually come back when they have relapsed, so thought a good news post would be good.

Have not been gambling, got a new job working in mental health and loving it. Only hard thing at the present is mum has been confirmed as having dementia. All good with my family, great spending time with them.

For anyone that thinks they cant beat it you can...Just read my diary.

Great to see Duncs still posting....you are a legend my friend...Cheers!!!

Sue

Today I celebrate 2 years continuous abstinence, your post was a fantastic gift

Thank you, I salute you my dear friend

Abstinence is a gift keep taking it

Abstain and maintain

Duncs stepping forward never back

Nice to see things are going ok for you sue. Graeme x

Hope everything still going ok for you sue x

Hey Diary,

It's been one hell of a long time.

I thought I had beaten the demons but it turns out I hadn't. No-where else to turn cos folks just don't understand unless they have been through it.

Decided the one way that I dealt will this in the past was my diary and the support all you lovely people give..so here I am and will be starting my diary again.

Watch this space.

Womble...humiliated..but ready to fight!

God Bless xxx