[Closed] My Last Bad Day

Posted by: The Revenant

Posted by: DramaLlama

All I want is for everyone to be gamble free and happy. Honest. 

Hello DL, 

That’s all very good and admirable. But, I know this is all a little bit cliche - being compassionate to your self comes before being compassionate to others - Focus on yourself on this rediscovery, as hard as it may sound ‘ selfish in addiction, selfish In recovery ‘ 

Your doing good DL, enjoy the good days and ride the bad days. 

Not now. Really not now. Ugh. 

You don't talk to me for 4 weeks and then this when I'm holding on by a thread. Forget it. 

Posted by: DramaLlama

You don't talk to me for 4 weeks and then this when I'm holding on by a thread. Forget it. 

Spit it out DL.

I tend to keep my hypocrisy to my self when my head is in the weeds of addiction in either 3D or cyber land. 

As hard as holding onto the thread at this moment in time, I know just by following your diary and the admirable way that you cope with the **** thrown your way, that you’ll ride this particular wave. You’ve got to have the bad to appreciate the good, easier said than done, I know but you’ve faced harder challenges and you’ll get through this latest challenge. 

This diary is dead. Get your entertainment somewhere else. 

Hope your okay drama..doesnt sound like you are ?

I'm glad your trying the ccbt I personally found it helpful I hope you do as well. In terms of wanting everyone to be gamble free and happy focus on your self first which the ccbt great step.

Loulou x

Posted by: DramaLlama

This diary is dead. Get your entertainment somewhere else. 

Entertainment is the wrong words DL. I would replace it with inspiration. 

Hi Drama,

I think i've come to the point in my life where everyone ( except me ) knows what's going on in life. It scares me, but for what it's worth, although it took me longer than anyone else to wise up i've also got a lot more experience than a lot of addicts on here struggling & fighting addiction. That ain't maybe a good thing and probably only proves that i ain't the brightest star on the planet. But i've a daughter that probably ain't that much younger than you ( who knows she may be older ) & i never lost the skill of taking care of one of my own. Especially a good egg. I support you & stand by you no matter what. You're surrounded by love and respect on this forum.

Sincere Best Wishes

AL

Hope your ok drama?  , guessing by your post you probley not , just wanted to let u no I’m here I don’t allways find the right words to say (I’m abit thick ?) I read your diary often and you have come so far I’m proud of you ?