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Today I am grateful:

For a wife who is just a pain.

For a wife who has lost her purpose

For a life that I have meesed up

For being a jealous and unforgivivig husband

For not being able to trust what my wife says and does

For a house that I cant stand

For children that are truly a blessing

for being a selfish human being

for all the issues i still have to deal with

for who God is making me

For all the doors the Lord is opening and those he is trying to shut

for all my siblings that i dont care about

for the ministry the lord has called me to lead

for his grace that i can rely on

for the exercises i should be doing daily

for all that this day has in store for me

for all the lessons i am still to learn

for being alive

for a church building

for my bloated stomach

for all the doubts that seem likemountains before me

for not knowing what the future holds, but trusting in him

for the wway my wife treats me like a piece of garbage

for mother in laws, stupid birthday messgae

for what i have and have not made of my life

for a garden that is a mess

for wardrobes that are falling apart

for a bible that i find so hard to read

for prayers that are so difficult to pray

for all the money i have lost gambling

for my father who i never really knew

for my mother who is still alive

for all the stupid mistakes i have made in my life

Today, I am grateful!

ROME WAS NOT BUILT IN A DAY

GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WILLING TO KEEP GOING ON, EVEN WHEN ................

ps Finally did one circuit of exercises, not that hard!

I am grateful that I got six points for my wife and now I am banned from driving for six months.

I am grateful that not many people really get me

Doesnt sound like gratitude my friend, it sounds like anger,bitterness & resentments. Perfect ingredients for addiction to thrive on

no idea what your doing here

TODAY I AM GRATEFUL:

For being able to face up to all the emotions that I have bottled up for years

For wanting to forgive my wife but it being a real struggle

for eating too much yesterday and adding to the bloatedness within

for gambling even when I know its destructive nature

for being able to face up to my demons

for those who know the real me

for those who think I am an extremely grounded and wise mentor

for a new week that is starting and all it may have in store

for the ability to cope with today and all its pressures

for those who do not understand why I am here on this website

for all the debts I have today

for how rounded my kids are despite me!

fo the difficulty I will have getting from place to place

for not being able to drive

for my life

for beginnng to take responsibility for my life

for miracles that are being set in motion

For coming back here for the second day

Today,I am just grateful!

@Triangle

See my opening post!!!

Day 3

Today I am Grateful:

For waking up to another new day

For a weekend that didnt depress me

For my stomach that i still bloated

For the anger in me that is being faced

for all the time I have wasted procrastinating

For my wife who I have broken by being so uncaring

for those who I felt hurt me, but I am starting to truly forgive

for the people who have brought out the worst in me

for debts that I am beginning to deal with

for a life that is turning around

for the miracles that today will bring

Today, I am grateful to be me!

Day 4

TODAY I AM GRATEFUL

for another opportunity to make lasting changes in my thinking

for mistakes I have made

for my ability to keep falling into the same traps

for not being able to deal with the pressures of life

for being afraid that things may never change

for still being appreciated for being me

for the birthday present I recieved yesterday

for the skies that are bright and blue

for those thoughts that still bring up pangs of anger and pain within me

for all that today may hold in store for me

for the little things I notice now that I never used to

for being loved by God

Today I am just grateful.

Day 5

Today I am grateful

for coming back for another day.

for feeling unmotivated

for feeling down

for whatever today brings in store

for not giving up

for the little things that I would normally not be grateful for

Today, I am just grateful!

Day 6

Today I am grateful

for yesterday coming to an end

for anither day of coming back here

for the c**P I had to take yesterday

for the messgae I heard yesterday

for getting to the last day of April

for another opportunity to make something of today

for all the friends I have taken for granted

For the emotions within me that are being identified

for the anger that i still feel inside

for the feelings of revenge that i have

for things that I would like to see changed

for all that i have, even if it seems not enough

for all the things I said I would not do that I did yesterday

Today I am just grateful:

Day 7

Today I am grateful

For my court case being dismissed

for not understanding my wife

for all the money I have wasted gambling

even though today has been a struggle, I am still grateful

for the long road ahead

for taking each day as it comes

for being from mars

for realising I still have unhealthy emotions harboured within me

for the month of May

for being a hypocrite

Today, I am still grateful

Day 8

Today I am grateful

for a wife that is from Venus

for my lack of disciipline

for the things I am learning about myself both good and bad

for the possibilities that lie ahead, if I would only begin to make the most of them

for all the month of May has to offer

for a garden that still needs cutting

Today I am just grateful to be alive and well!

Well done on getting through the first week,

Keep moving forwards to a happier and healthier life.

Suzanne xxx

Day 11

Hello Suzanne thanks for the encouragement!

Today I am grateful:

To be back writing, last two days were tough because I couldnt motivate myself.

for not giving in to giving up

for discussions I have had with other half

for tidying my wardrobe

for all the things I should be grateful for, that I may not see at this time

for Suzannes kind words

for still heading in the right direction

for missing day 9 and 10

for a new week and all its potential

for a day that will not be wasted

for remembering that life is short

for difficut times ahead

Today, I am grateful just to be grateful.