The bear the last diary no more.

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Well done bear!

Onwards and upwards mate!

 
Posted : 21st October 2013 6:10 pm
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Hello Bear,

Just wanted to say well done for your achievements, it sounds like CBT has really helped and well done for sticking at it.

Best wishes

Hope x

 
Posted : 21st October 2013 11:39 pm
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Thanks for your posts hopelass and hans appreciate it n to day 32 not that the days are important anymore it's more just like an episode it's now I know though that there is no going back couldn't undo all the hardwork anxiety and stress I've been through over last few weeks its not easy quitting something that helps you through but in reality we know it doesn't help it just makes it worse have good day everyone x

The bear x

 
Posted : 22nd October 2013 5:28 am
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Bear,

Isn't it strange that what we believed was something that moved is and realised from the stress of the "real world" was actually the cause of the anxiety and stress!

Have a good day bear.

Hanz.

 
Posted : 22nd October 2013 6:24 am
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33 days since my last bet lot of feelings gone under the bridge feeling ok my cbt sessions are helping massively with my anxiety couldn't be happier with it couldn't gamble if I wanted to now I'm enjoying the calm waters too much 🙂

Have good day everyone

The bear x

 
Posted : 23rd October 2013 9:23 am
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What a lovely palce you are in right now Bear, identifying causes of stress and anxiety and putting strategies in place to deal with them, it sounds like the CBT is doing you the power of good and should be prescribed for all CG's!!

Having peace of mind is so rich and rewarding.

Keep up this fantastic work you are doing.

Enjoy your day too

Best wishes

Hope x

 
Posted : 23rd October 2013 10:23 am
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Thank you hope for your lovely post 🙂 day 34 got a spa weekend in Newquay as my treat for non gambling not taking my phone so won't be posting on my diary till Sunday feeling 200% better without gambling and still have money in account the day before payday that isn't normal but it should be 🙂 have a great day everyone

The bear x

 
Posted : 24th October 2013 8:41 am
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Day 35 quick post not thought about gambling for past few days at all first time that's happened since I was 15 a few years ago just off to sunny Newquay for spa weekend have good weekend everyone 🙂

The bear x

 
Posted : 25th October 2013 8:12 am
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Have a good weekend bear!

 
Posted : 25th October 2013 8:37 am
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Day 36 lovely spa weekend no thoughts of gambling all going great hope everyone is having good weekend

The bear x

 
Posted : 27th October 2013 9:11 am
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Glad you are having a good weekend! Really enjoy how positive your posts are now in comparison to a couple of weeks ago. People around you must have been seen such a great change in your mindset and attitute?

Well done mate.

Onwards and upwards

Hanz

 
Posted : 27th October 2013 9:38 am
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Thanks bear will look it up enjoy your spa

 
Posted : 27th October 2013 9:43 am
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Day 38 lovely weekend no thoughts of gambling still learning about myself and my anxietys through these cbt sessions I'm having they certainly make you see differently, gambling for me is an illness that can't be cured with antibiotics or medicine but a lot of hard work but it can be done you just have to be ready for the challenges if life I've realised how mentally immature I am for a 40 year old man it's ridiculous but now I'm aware I can deal with it, anyway enough from me today have a good Monday everyone.

The bear x

 
Posted : 28th October 2013 9:10 am
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Hello Bear

Well done ! i see you are doing excellent, seems you are now the shining star ! hope sadg comes back and says hello sometime, i know he has done brilliantly and maybe does now want to come back here to remind him of all those horrible thoughts !

Keep going my friend, soon 1 year, Dark Place

P.S - Huge respect to you for doing CBT, it takes courage to face yourself in the mirror....

 
Posted : 28th October 2013 12:26 pm
Carla
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Just a fly-by to say congrats! And also to thank you for keeping me posted about DP! Wishing you continued success and fighting beside you.

 
Posted : 28th October 2013 3:41 pm
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