The Rain Before It Falls

Never really seen myself as a day counter but I am happy that I am now 50 days gamble free. It's only the start but a half century of days gives me encouragement that things are working and i look forward to continuing to learn more about myself.

I am on a long road of recovering financially 25k of debt is not something that will be turned around in 50 days but the worse two pay days are out the way. I have two more difficult months to get through then I will be able to at least plan a little with the money I have. I have currently have no access to money, a kind friend is looking after my bank card for me.

I joined the 2016 challenge and everyone taking part I wish them luck, it can be done there is a wealth of knowledge, experience and encouragement in the group so I think working as a team will benefit all.

I plan on writing on here at least 3 times a week I have been so busy recently that I've struggled to find the time. Working long hours, dog walking, gym, football I like to be busy. Will make a concerted effort to post more now, hope everyone is well.

William

Hi William

Just wanted to congratulate you for getting to day 50. I remember that as one of my very first major milestones and how good it felt!

Stay strong and remain committed and before you know it, you will be on day 100!

Take care.

Feb.

Hi Feb thanks for commenting.

This time around i do feel more committed than ever, I'm really looking forward to 100 days and beyond, thanks for the reply and hope 2016 has started well for you.

First time in a while I've got a little bit of money in my account, it won't be there for long as I need to use it to pay off debt. I still don't have access to my bank card so I'm unable to gamble, however I know from my experience if I really wanted to I could.

This time around though it feels different, I am so determined to change how my life has unfolded so far. I'm 30 this year and this will be the start of living the life that I want, without the presence of compulsive gambling.

It's going to take me a couple of years before all debts are paid and I can begin saving money but that's fine. It's a tough financial lesson but it could be much worse, for me it's all about positive steps, if I'm doing the right things I will be happy, I know I will get frustrated at times but these moments will always pass and be less frequent the further down this road I travel.

Nice way to look at it William. Try to keep the same positive mindset. Keep the faith.

Thanks Change, a positive mentality is key, I feel a lot of my urges to gamble have also been when financial recovery appears very slow or just sheer boredom. Understanding that any feeling is just a moment, it will pass is important for me and mind frame.