So it's the day after I confessed to slipping back to old ways again,although my parents said they will help me again this time but I have to totally rebuild their trust.Its two weeks until I am paid my wages I haven't a penny to my name and it's my girlfriends 30th tomorrow and I have to go out tonight and tomorrow for it.i want to tell her about my relapse but can't spoil her bday,also my parents won't bail me with money this time,so although I'm glad I came forward in feeling totally stuck and down not know where to turn,not how I pictured day one of the rest of my life,I feel like I just want to run and hide all because of betting:(
Here I am day 3 on here,my gf birthday today,my best friend who also suffers gambling problems lent me £20 to buy a card for her etc,I won't lie it crossed my mind to try and gamble that into more money so I could buy her something special and pay for a meal but luckily I'm still so sick of the thought of betting I laughed it off and have carried on,just feeling the joy of knowing no matter how bad I'm feeling right now I've got the strength and sense to be clean.
How's it going mate? Hope ur ok
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