But now you know you relapse your letting your mum down again.
You can fix this pal you don't have terminal cancer you have an addiction. Focus on fixing it and get out of the self pity stage. What ever you do to make money do it harder. Every time you think of a bet remember your mum wife and kids.
You can fix it pal only you. Get a diary started on here and people will give you every small boost or advice you need.
now crack on!!
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