Love Letter from Gambling

Come and gamble your life!!!

Read this everyday and if I get the urge, again to quiet that seed planted in my head. I amended this "letter from your addict" so it is authored from our addiction

"Love Letter" From Gambling

Dear Friend,

I have come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer mentally, physically, spiritually, and socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want to make you jumpy, nervous, and anxious. I want to make you agitated and irritable so everything and everybody holds their wallets around you and uncomfortably desires to steer away from finance discussion.

I want you to be confused and depressed, so that you can't think clearly and positively. I want you to feel guilty and remorseful for the things you have done in the past and you'll never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry and hateful toward the world for the way it is and the way you are. I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything but me for the way things are. I want you to be deceitful and untrustworthy and to manipulate and con as many people as possible. I want to make you feel fearful and paranoid for no reason at all.

I want to make you wake up all hours of the night screaming for me and how any little bit of earned money that you put your energy into, can be your opportunity and chance to win back what you have lost. I do this to keep you in perpetual debt to me. You might as well not even come in to play amymore and just send me a check on payday because I know you will play until you lose as you have done so many times.

You know you can't sleep without me, I'm even in your dreams. I want to be the first thing you think about every morning and the last thing you think about as I have planted the seed of your return despite low percentage chance to win keeps bringing you back. I even offer small perks like free meals, gifts, hotel stays and nominal free play options to lure you back in.

Even though I mentioned sending me the check idea, I would be depriving my most entertaining observation of you embarrassing yourself by watching you scrounge up your last penny and borrowing money from people as a last resort. You know that I'll be waiting for you when you get the money so I could lure you back in. I'm in your mind and at times I know I'm more powerful than a loan shark, as I know you will even indebt your physical body and being physically abused to give it all to me. I won't stop until you are broken, beaten but not dead; because I enjoy my passive income that you have sacrificed everything for to give to me.

I love to watch you slowly go insane. I can't help but sneer and chuckle when you leave the casino penniless. The scream you make in frustration, shame, disappointment and disgust is my favorite sight. I laugh at you and I love the fact that you won't look in the mirror at yourself because your so ashamed. I am trying to take you away from you and your family. I want your family to be so tired of helping you they choose to stay away from you to avoid the toxicity. It is so amusing to watch this and when you get paid, I pull out my popcorn to watch the cycle once again.

Yep, it's amazing how much destruction I can make you do to yourself, you just hand over that money so easy and I don't have to lift a finger. I just whisper that seed of hope that I planted in your head to get you back in to win what never comes to fruition.

I deeply appreciate how much you are sacrificing for me. The countless good jobs you have given up for me; all the friends that you deeply cared for, you gave up for me. All of the people you alienate, even the fact that you would give up your children's and wife's food, their birthday plans, holiday gifts and special things you could have done for and with them, and what's more, the ones you turned yourself against because of your inexcusable actions.

You threw even those away for me!

But do not despair, my friend, for on me you can always depend. After you have lost all these things, you can still depend on me to take even more. You can depend on me to keep you in living HELL, mind, body, and soul. For I will not be satisfied until you ARE DEAD and your last dollar is mine.

What's most amusing is I can say this to you and you will still come back to me, your a slave to me and you won't even acknowledge it. You are literally my P********e. LMAO!! My ultimate goal is that you introduce me to your offspring so I could do it to them too, especially if they inherit any assets from you, I have worked so hard (well not really, heh-heh) to become the beneficiary of everything you earned, even after your DEATH! Keep up the good work my little b***h..

Forever Yours,

Gambling