A whole year of pain

5 Posts
4 Users
0 Reactions
2,482 Views
(@captaintilly)
Posts: 7
Topic starter
 

I’ve done it… down to the last pennies of spending my savings since December 2022 and it’s been the worst gambling year of my life. 

I registered with GameStop in January after blowing half my savings. Found a site that wasn’t regulated straight away and slowly month by month I saw my savings dip lower and lower. I’d have breaks in between. 

Got counselling and came here after each loss. But I always found myself trying to chase the first initial loss. 

Roulette and Slots were my poison after banning myself from my true love of poker. Oh how I miss them days when £10 was enough for a deposit. 

These days it’s been £200 a go… and it would go… very fast. 

I’ve finally blocked myself from that god awful site and I hate that they have my money but it’s done. Partner has my card and I’m getting a new one on Monday.

Went to my first gamblers anonymous meeting  the other night but I had to have once last attempt. 

it’s done now, the site is gone and I can only hope this is now a sign of a new start.

I left my job in June due to health and gambling. Couldn’t stand working every month just to blow it all.

it’s so hard to live this life but Gamcare really does help.

Hope this wasn’t too long! 

This topic was modified 2 years ago 3 times by Captaintilly
 
Posted : 30th July 2022 12:30 am
Garydav5
(@garydav5)
Posts: 104
 

It's horrible isn't  I feel the same my next year will be paying off debts again. No social life just same every month working for what?? Can never have anything nice always f**k it up.  Hang in there though and eventually things will turn around. One day at a time 

 
Posted : 30th July 2022 5:32 am
Chris.UK
(@chris-uk)
Posts: 892
 

Gambler’s Anonymous will work for you if you put the effort into it. That means regular attendance, being honest with yourself and others in and out of the room, and having had enough.

In GA they ask that you give them 90 days and then decide what you want to do. Stay in there and continue getting well or go back at it. Gambling won’t ever go away so just try for 13 weeks to see if life improves. I guarantee it will get better, if you want it.

 

Chris.

 
Posted : 30th July 2022 2:41 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
Posts: 150
 
Posted by: @captaintilly

I’ve done it… down to the last pennies of spending my savings since December 2022 and it’s been the worst gambling year of my life. 

I registered with GameStop in January after blowing half my savings. Found a site that wasn’t regulated straight away and slowly month by month I saw my savings dip lower and lower. I’d have breaks in between. 

Got counselling and came here after each loss. But I always found myself trying to chase the first initial loss. 

Roulette and Slots were my poison after banning myself from my true love of poker. Oh how I miss them days when £10 was enough for a deposit. 

These days it’s been £200 a go… and it would go… very fast. 

I’ve finally blocked myself from that god awful site and I hate that they have my money but it’s done. Partner has my card and I’m getting a new one on Monday.

Went to my first gamblers anonymous meeting  the other night but I had to have once last attempt. 

it’s done now, the site is gone and I can only hope this is now a sign of a new start.

I left my job in June due to health and gambling. Couldn’t stand working every month just to blow it all.

it’s so hard to live this life but Gamcare really does help.

Hope this wasn’t too long! 

Yes I completely relate to this I also quit my job because of gambling.

 
Posted : 12th August 2022 4:16 pm
(@thisisruiningmylife)
Posts: 150
 

@garydav5 horrible addiction, soul destroying. I dont know how to have fun nowdays.

This post was modified 2 years ago by Thisisruiningmylife
 
Posted : 12th August 2022 4:16 pm

We are available 24 hours a day, every day of the year. You can also contact us for free on 0808 80 20 133. If you would like to find out more about the service before you start, including information on confidentiality, please click below. Call recordings and chat transcripts are saved for 28 days for quality assurance.

Find out more
Close