hello everyone.
I have been gambling for a few years. nothing major until recently. I have blown my 2 grand overdraft on gambling 🙁 i feel sick. I would go on win at first then lose and try and win it back. it's killing me, I have a lovely little family who know nothing about it. I'm only 27 i could lose my fiance if he finds out. my plan is to get my self straight without him knowing. I have signed up to the gam ban website to stop myself. and i want to stick to this but I feel helpless i feel like a failure im so dissapointed in myself. please someone tell me it gets better as time goes on. I woke up this morning after being up until 2am and losing yet again and i feel like a light has come on inside my head. I do not want this life. the amount of time I have lost is ridiculous. I just need advice. words to tell me there is a future without it, that I can get through this.
Welcome ...firstly Id say ring the helpline....they'll support you and offer help with fighting this addiction.....
They've heard it all before. ..so don't fret over that...
Nothing is unsortabe....it just takes a while to untangle all the mess .....and time....
Take each day as it comes...concentrating on not gambling today...then tommorrow...and so on..
My diary may help you....it may not....but you'll see that you're not alone in this fight ...take care .x
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