It’s been about 10 years now since this started to become a problem that has developed like a cancer. I’ve done every cliche you can imagine as a gambler that’s out of control. Lied, Sold belongings, cut up cards in guilt in tears, always putting something new in place after a substantial loss in a bid to regain control. No matter what i put in place from blocking software to MOSES, banking blocks to exclusions to just using Apple Pay with no physical cards, even smashing my devices up with a hammer once after losing everything in the palm of my hands on this device. It always re appears. Time passes I forget about the harms and the tentacles begin to re wrap themselves around me again. Losing money you 100% have no business losing is rough. This time it’s crypto casinos. I’m at my wits end with it. I wish I could have some form of therapy that just erases this urge/disease from my brain and I can wake up without any of this in my life. I hate that I’m a gambler I hate that I can’t control it. That I believe in the moment all my worries could vanish with one big win and then money is no longer an issue. But money is always an issue. There’s so much more to my story that I won’t bore anyone finding themselves reading this with. Thanks for taking the time though I’m off to bed.
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