The whole battle with this addiction is exhausting never ending you have to be switched on always temptation to go back to old habits comes from all directions boy oh boy do you have to work at this 24/7
I finally decided to be more determined than ever to stop. Ive lasted 5/6 months without a fix but finally the temptations are coming back - I understand now what I do now will either satisfy the urges or doom me.
Satisfying the urges doesn't pay my bills. Dooming myself puts my mental health at risk.Â
Its a long battle however exhausting im never going back.Â
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