Back again after a few days gambling. I don't seem to be able to resist the urges at present. No real financial damage done but that's not the point. It's the self-esteem that takes a knock along with the feeling that I am just wasting time that could be better spent elsewhere.
Oh well start again. Tomorrow is day 1. 1000 seems a long way off.
Today I feel the lowest I have felt for a long time. I'm unhappy with so many aspects of my life. My diet has been terrible and my weight is at an all time high. I've been gambling on and off, no major financial damage but not good for my self-esteem. Monday-Friday is proving particularly hard as I'm really unhappy at work.
I'm going to try really hard from today to improve my diet, get in the gym and refrain from gambling. I can't go on feeling like this.
I'll post again in a week or so.
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