Sleeeeeeeeep
Dark Place
Morning Diary and Day 72 arrives.
Good trip in ireland, to many beers probably but hell you only live once. I am becoming stronger each day that passes without the sickening addiction interupting my life. It has been doing that all my life but not any more. Busy day ahead and soon the weekend.
I made a choice and i am winning every day and so are my family.
Dark Place
Day 74, getting closer to that big 100
My little Isaac very unwell, really worried ! 3 to 4 weeks having very bad cough and now can hardly breathe, hospital soon if no improvement. Doctors are useless ! reception staff are like min hitlers 🙁 puts life into prespective ! why would we waste our time on the futile act of Fu%k*ng gambling ! why ? its sickening. Havei a great weekend all, Dark Place
Hi DP
So sorry to read about your little Issac, I hope he gets well soon, (it certainly does put things into perspective when loved ones are poorly) stay strong and well done on your 74 days of hard work.
Suzanne xx
Hi DP...oh man I'm so sorry to hear about little one and really holding my fingers crossed for him to get well well soon. Keep holding the lid on your emotions my dear friend, don't let upsetting thoughts to take over. You are in my prayers and thinking of you and your family. Please keep us updated how is little guy is doing. Proud of you and your continued journey to the better life. Take care and look after yourself. Sandra x
Day 75
My dear little Isaac is finally improving, worried me for 2 days.
No time for gambling not even to think about it,
I noticed MBA had a photo on his profile but when i tried to edit my account the upload on photo was not operational ???? has it been suspended ? or maybe it does not work on ipads. Will check it out later.
Have a restful Sunday everyone, Dark Place
errrrr ?
No breaks on page ?..
DP
Today i have put a photo of my dear isaac on my profile, i might change it regularly to remind me of the people who are the most special and important to me and why i wont be gambling anymore, Dark Place
Hi DP
Pleased to hear your little one is improving, Lovely photo of Isaac, you must be very proud, keep your family at the front of your life and keep them safe, and you are doing this by getting to 75 days, well done
Suzanne xx
Dp
Fella great to read that you continue to grow in strength.
Recovery is a gift that never stops giving.
Keep taking it fella,like me you more than paid up your dues!!
Abstain and maintain
Duncs stepping forward never back
And what not to love about this little angel of yours 🙂 DP, you've got it in you and i really believe you will continue to keep making that right choice going forward. Life is very short, and kids grows up so quickly. You watch, in no time you will be giving little man some tips how to treat a girl right and lead a happy and peaceful life. He needs you man and i know you will be there in body and soul. Keep doing what you doing, it is working. Never give up my friend, life is yours - enjoy every moment. S x
Day 77
Early hours of the morning and struggling to sleep, not sure why. Busy day tomorrow then few beers in the evening with friends ! not the slightest thought of betting which is weird ! been here before and trying to remember why i started again. Think it was over a. pool match for money which i lost and i then started gambling again chasing the money ! stupid !
Great to see pictures being posted by people, certainly lightens the site up !
Guess i should try to sleep, good night all.
Dark Place
Day 78
Morning diary, had enough of work yesterday so i finished early and got totally p*s#ed with a friend. Not good i know but i felt like i neede it. Strange tthing is that towards the end of the evening that evil devil came tapping on my shoulder saying come on ! time for a bet again. Thankfully all the restrictions are in place and i wss not in any shape to engineer a new route, !! what a relief to wake up knowing i did not succombe, in the past i would have done.
So now it is shower time, healthy breakfast 😉 then off to work to ger some hard earnt. Have a great day everyone, Dark Place
Hi DP,
Well done on 78 days, and doesn't it feel good when you wake up knowing you did not submit to that horrible addiction,
Suzanne xx
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