Thank you Cheryl, it means a lot.
I wish I could vacuum out my head sometimes of the mess that goes on in there.
I think I hadn't fully accepted until today that I actually cannot win because I cannot stop. I said it often enough but it's only today that I realise it is NOT possible for me to gamble and win and leave...I am a compulsion gambler with an addiction, that alone should give me enough reason to think I can beat the odds!
Thanks again for your reply...onwards and upwards xx
Hi Allanah
As CGs we will never win because we will never stop
so there is no point at all in playing
Keep going onwards and upwards
Keep strong and stay safe
Suzanne xx
Hi Allanah,
Seems your are on the right path. Keep strong and move forward. Do not look back. I'm the same as you and only just realised that I cannot win because I cannot stop. So why play at all?!
One day at a time.
Dj
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