Debt my 1st diary

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Bamb84
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Hi steven so true what u have written gambling is definitely not my friend and yes i use to turn to it when down but not anymore 🙂 41 days gf . Its so easy to become complacent we have to constantly keep our guards up im not going back to that hell . I didnt realise how lucky i am until i got myself in this mess my family have helped me without even knowing i gambled i have to stop i never want to ask for help again im so ashamed but have learnt my lesson . Life is looking up gonna keep it that way . Thank god i found this site . Good luck all stay gf dont look back .

 
Posted : 13th March 2018 10:20 pm
Bamb84
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42 days gf i will not gamble today i will stay positive gl all x

 
Posted : 14th March 2018 7:02 am
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thanks Bamb84 for your post on my diary and a huge well done on racking up 42 days and for starting your day on a determined note that you will not gamble today, that's the best way to start any day in my opinion.

Great work!

Wilsy!

 
Posted : 14th March 2018 10:33 am
Bamb84
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Ok 43 days gf im having urges to gamble but im not going to give in and ruin all my hard work . Im sure this is going to get harder rather than easier . I need that sick to my stomache feeling back and to keep reminding myself that its not worth it . I know if i even look at a website i will be back to square on . So i will not give in . I will stay strong . Gl all x

 
Posted : 15th March 2018 10:44 pm
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Wham Bamb gambling in the can and that's where it's going to stay.

The addiction will attempt to sow seeds of doubt in your mind. Don't listen to it. It may masquerade as a friend but it is nothing like a friend. You know exactly where it leads us and it's a horrible place we never want to visit again.

Your here now where it's safe. We are all together on this gamcare road sharing our hopes and dreams whilst giving each other support.

Enjoy your gamble free journey and rediscover your freedom by going forward one day at a time. If your having a bad day just live with it. Distract your thoughts and focus your attention on other things.

You know you can do this. You have the courage, the desire and the will. Take care...stephen

 
Posted : 16th March 2018 12:38 am
Bamb84
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Thank you stephen for your support really does help . feeling much better this morning got through those urges feeling strong again . All the best to you to xx

 
Posted : 16th March 2018 7:49 am
Bamb84
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44 days gf not long till i get to 50 feeling good today i will not gamble . Gl ev1 x

 
Posted : 16th March 2018 7:50 am
Cookie12
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hi Bamb thanx 4 posting on my diary.. well done on 44gf .you are doing great .as an ex runner it's like you are my pacer.you are ahead of me I can stride forward and follow you 🙂 keep going and have a great weekend x

 
Posted : 16th March 2018 9:21 am
Bamb84
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45 days gf feels good 🙂

 
Posted : 17th March 2018 4:01 pm
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Well done Bamb84. Stay strong, keep doing what you are doing and one day at a time we win. Have a good weekend.

 
Posted : 17th March 2018 6:15 pm
Bamb84
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46 days gf i will not gamble today 🙂

 
Posted : 18th March 2018 8:03 am
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Hi Bamb thanks for your post, how you feeling? Well done on gf days they are really clocking up. Things be quieter here, grandson gone back home, his mum is ok just suffering anxiety etc which she will do. Take care Bambi and stay strong bestest wishes x Lulu

 
Posted : 18th March 2018 2:26 pm
Bamb84
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47 days gf hust seen on the news how mps want to reduce fobt machines to ВЈ2 per spin instead off £100 but they think too many betting shops will close and they will lose too much in tax revenue they should just do it too many people are losing everything to those machines its a joke . Ive never played them but have seen too many stories on here about fobts . Anyway gl ev1 have another gf day 🙂

 
Posted : 19th March 2018 7:20 am
Bamb84
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48 days gf i will not gamble today

 
Posted : 20th March 2018 8:15 am
Bamb84
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Ok having a good day also been accepted for a balance transfer card so hopefully can get rid of two cards will close them if all goes well . Guess my credit is getting better 🙂 happy days hopefully by the end of the year most of my cards will be on 0 percent interest well thats the plan . Hope everyone is having a good day stay strong peps things do get better x

 
Posted : 20th March 2018 6:32 pm
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